desire 欲望 ; hyunghyuk

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Hyungwon's POV

A dim light entered through the blinds in my room as I start to wake up from my almost nonexistent sleep. I sigh as the realization that I have to get up and get read for work hits me. I curse the moment I decided to become a successful businessman since I now have to wake up early almost every day to go and run my company. How tedious.

I take off my grey velvet sheets and roll out of bed. My feet are greeted by the cold marble floor, sending a shiver down my spine. Cold or not, I have stand up and walk up to the bathroom to get ready for another boring day.

After I finish showering I walk ot of the bathroom wearing nothing but a towel on my head to dry my dark hair. I don't need a towel, the air will dry me off.

I walk to the kitchen and grab a bowl of cereal and a banana to eat while I wait to dry off. I sit silently and stare at the mountainside view I've got from my house. It was so big and majestic I couldn't help but feel both terrified and amazed by it. A sudden sense of loneliness brushes over me. I have no one.

My parents died a few years ago, someone killed them when they refused to tell them where I was. They died protecting me when it should have been the other way around. My parents died because of me and now I am on my own. I never learned to cook, I never learned how to keep myself alive without a support system. Sure, I have friends, but I barely get to spend time with them and they're not as close to me.

I swallow the last bit of cereal and go put some clothes on to go to work. I grab the keys to my Koenigsegg and dash to the main building of Chae Kosmetics, my company. It's a long ride so I turn on some music to avoid the dreadful feeling of loneliness to take over me again, but just as Red Carpet started sounding my phone starts ringing.

I look at my phone and see Changkyun's name flash across the screen. I pick up the call, the music cutting abruptly to play the call on the car's speakers.

"Hyungwon, where are you? You're late to the meeting with KQ Ent." says Changkyun in his usual deep voice. Changkyun was my assistant, and the closest thing to a support system that I had. He was way younger than me, but I enjoyed spending time with him.

"I'm on my way Changkyun, tell them to wait a little, I'm almost there" I lie, "I won't be long, don't worry"

I speed up to an almost dangerous speed to get there as soon as possible, and though several people yelled at me things I dare not repeat, I made it safely to the building and got to the meeting room immediately. 

The meeting went on for about an hour, it was an extremely long hour. I couldn't stop thinking about all the other things I had to do that day. Call the distributor, go and see the storage to make sure the packaging was alright, a few other meetings. The day seemed endless. But it eventually came to an end.

As I was sorting everything out to get off work, Hyunwoo and Kyun came by to my office to offer going for a drink. Tomorrow I could work from home and today was a really stressful day, so a drink or two couldn't hurt, right?

They said they were taking me to somewhere special, a place I could get rid of all the stress I had these past days. They wouldn't say where, though. I figured it was going to be some sort of new fancy bar that had just recently opened or something like that so I gotta say I was pretty shocked when we pulled over at a strip club.

The outside was discreet and it didn't look like much, but when we entered, the building turned into a sex wonderland. The walls were covered by neon signs that portrayed several sex toys and sex organs. There was a wall that displayed an incredible amount of dildos and vibrators. It wa genuinely impressive.

The club was divided in two, a part for girl strippers and a part for male strippers. There were also a lot of private rooms in case anyone wanted a private dance. The place wasn't too crowded, which was nice, but it was still too much to take in at once.

"Guys, what are we doing here" i ask, still shocked by the reality of the place we were in.

"Well...Kyun said you have been under a lot of stress these days and we figured you needed a little something to relax and this might help" mentioned Hyunwoo, a cheeky smile escaping his lips.

"I'm not sure about this, I've never been to a strip club for a reason, you know?"  i exclaim, trying to make a point to get out of there.

"Come on, you have never been to one so you don't know whether you will like it or not. At least try it ok? Pleaaaase" said the youngest one, trying to appeal to me using aegyo.

"Fine, but if I don't like it you guys owe me a round of drinks" I say, giving up.

"Sure thing" they both say at the same time, smiling excitedly.

The guys took me to a counter walking through a few hallways. Looked like they had been here a few times before, huh. At the counter they offered me two binders, a pink one and a blue one, each with a heart and lips embedded in gold at the cover.

"It's already paid so don't worry about who you pick, have fun" giggled the older one, patting my back before leaving along with Changkyun.

I took the pink one which, to my surprise, showcased a bunch of cute guys on lingerie. I skirmed through it for a while, some boys catching my eye, but none of them really appealing to me. That was until I saw him.

I stared at the page for a while, a skinny and frail-looking boy looking back at me. He was covered in glitter from top to bottom. His messy red hair covered one of his eyes, which was slightly closed. His gaze was powerful and sexy, yet soft and helpless. The lips were tinted a pretty red color which made the plumpiness of these stand out. I was mesmerized.

"I see you like Minhyuk" an unknown voice said from aside me, "he's fairly new, came to us only a few months ago, but people say he's pretty good" continued the voice. The owner of said voice was a fairly small boy with pink hair and chubby cheeks. I just stared at him, didn't know how to react. "Oh, sorry, the name's Kihyun, I work here as a dancer too" he said through a wide smile that made his eyes almost disappear. 

"Oh, hi, could you uh... help me? I don't know how this works, I've never been to a, uh.. strip club" I exclaimed as I felt my cheeks gain color.

"Sure thing" the small boy walked behind the counter and gave me an ipad where the boys I saw before were displayed as well. "I will go ahead and pick Minhyuk for you" a playful smile still plastered in his face, "and now here you can choose the type of dance you want and the outfit you want him to wear, when you're done, I will personally escort you to your room"

I scrolled through the styles of dances and was shocked to find there was one called "Baby Boy". I clicked on it out of curiosity and went on to picking the outfit. There were sexy suits, shirts, shirtless options but one caught my eye. A soft pink miniskirt with a heart choker, a harness, stockings and... a blidfold. I quickly selected the outfit and before I could look back on my choicesm Kihyun was already taking me to the room I had been assigned. 

What had I gotten myself into?