A Diary of a Teenage Mom

Day 2: Why do I even bother making a title?

Life sucks.... Especially when you're a teenage mom. A lot of things change especially the way people treat you. Everybody tells you" it'll get better just wait." well fuck when is the better part? Is it when I already find the courage to kill myself? or when nature takes it course and kills me instead? either way me dying is definitely the better part in my life.

This is where I start talking about the shitty events in my life for example:
My Education.

I thought I was going to be different, like finish my studies despite the circumstances but no. I thing I pushed my luck too far. turns out I wont be finishing after all, why?
because none of my parents knows how to compromise. They are all a tall building of insatiable fucking pride. BTW my parents are separated not annulled or anything just separated.

sigh.

I know its my fault and that I got myself into this mess with my own bad decisions. I know that I fucking know. I already have enough people telling me that. It gets tiring and both of them couldn't make smart decisions because they're both trying to outdo each other which is annoying. One of the things I hate about my family is we never come to terms with anything. None of our problems ever gets talked about or solved like a family but I guess thats what happens when your parents marry out of spite. You end up a broken and soon enough, alone.

To be continued later......company's coming..=_=

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7:55 PM

Well at least now I'm sure that I'm dropping out. Ill be heading to school tomorrow and making it official. I haven't told any one yet but theyll soon find out anyway. Now I have to start making my resume and other shit I need to get a job. shit. uggghh Im not even sure If I know how to do any of this shit.

8:10 PM

"Life is a choice" - Saul (My dad)

wow really? I didnt fuckin know that... MY GODD SUCH WISE WORDS FROM MY FATHER.
I just told him Id drop out of school and thats what he tells me. what the actual fuck? this kind of shit is really tiring. Sigh.