* Madison *
I know whats best for me and I know what I have to do. I walked straight into the hospital and made my way up to Justin's room I was about to walk around the corner into his room when i over heard his conversation with everyone "she said 'goodbye Justin' t-then she walked away" i heard Justin brake into tears i feel so bad right now, but it is what is best for Justin. I think ?. "Do you still love her" "yes what sort of question is that" "i was just asking bro" "but it will never happen now because she is gone and she is not coming back" i turned back around the corner and stared walking out of the hospital i had tears in my eyes, I think i know now that me not being in Justin's life isn't going to make it any easier for him i thought that it would be but i guess i was just thinking about myself because Justin is heart broken and i cant let it carry on. I know that Justin is serious about us being together because Pattie is the second person to tell me that Justin told them he is willing to stick by me no matter what may come in our path and now i need to tell Justin that i am willing to do that too, i walked over to the patch of grass where i said goodbye to Justin and picked up the daisy that Justin was holding. I looked up to see Ryan looking out of Justin room window i tried to catch his attention and i signaled him to come down and shorty after he came "Hey Madison" "Hey Ryan listen I have had some time to think and your right i shouldn't not date Justin because of the publicity and what they say i should date Justin because i love him, and i want to prove it to him and to prove that i will stay with him no matter what will get threw at us" "How ?" "well that is were i need your help" "anything for you and Justin" a huge smile appeared on my face "great" "so what do you need?" "we need to make Justin think that i have left and not coming back, that means what we are about to do has to be on the sly he can't know that you are helping me with this" "erm okay" "good i want to make Justin a video" "a video" "yes i am going to sing a cover of a song and i want you to help me direct i want to prove to Justin that i am here for the long run so i am going to make him a video of photos of me and me and him i want to make it special so that he can watch it in the future if we fight or if anything happens so it reminds him that i will always be here for him" "Madison that is beautiful, of course i will help you" "thank you but we are going to need more help i want to do a photo shoot just for him" "Madison do you how long this will take, it will take weeks" "i am going to get it done in less than a week" "Madison you will over work yourself i don't think that is a good idea" "thank you for your concern Ryan but please i will be okay" "Okay" "thank you look i have to go in case anyone see's me but i will get in touch with you about all of this" "cool just text me whenever i am needed" "i will" Ryan pulled me into a hug and then i walked away, i got my bags and cached a taxi to the nearest hotel. When i got into the hotel i made my way into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water and sat the daisy in it and sat it on the bed side table "time to get to work" i whispered to myself. i walked over to my phone and called Scooter "Hello" Scooters voice rang through the phone "Hi Scooter it is Madison" "oh hi Madison, how can i help you" "well i was wondering if you where in town?" "of course i am" "cool i was wondering if i could come into the studio and record a cover of John Legend - All of me ?" "of course you can Madison i would love to join you" "thank you so much Scooter, but there is one thing you have to do for me please" "okay shoot" "don't tell Justin i am in the studio or that i am in town or that i have talked to you" "what, why" "because this is all a surprise" "Madison will you please explain" i sighed and explained the whole situation to Scooter it took some convincing but he soon agreed and also offered to help me on making the video and also gave me some amazing ideas on how to present the video. So after a few hours i finally organized the whole thing that i am going to do for the video. I went to bed try and get as much rest as i can. I have a busy week ahead of me.
