If I Could Turn It Back

ONE 🕐

"Hey honey. Wakeup. Morning" I feel a pair of warm hands shaking my body.

I flutter my eyes open and squint them as the sun rays shoot my eyes through the windows. I see my beautiful husband. Those sapphire eyes. Those eyes that I can't stop staring at. I smile as I see him and quickly burry my head into the pillows.

"Honey, wake up. We have an appointment for the treatment today" He says happily as he shakes my body and try to get the pillow out of my head. There's no sadness nor annoyance in his voice. He seems glad for everything that we live through. That we live right now. But not me. I'm not that happy. I'm just a 24 years old woman who lives with a disease called cancer. Yes. An ovarian cancer. Stage 4. No one can save me. I'm gonna die soon. Yes. I'll die soon and will leave the one and only Corbyn Matthew Besson all alone.

I groan and says "ughh I'm so lazy to get up. Help me"

Corbyn takes my hands and pull me out of our bed. I'm so lazy to get up and end up fall onto my husband. He giggles. Our faces just so close. Super close.

"I want a kiss. Where's my morning kiss?" I ask him. He jokes "Ewww I don't want to kiss the one who hasn't brush her teeth. Eww"

"Hey!" I lightly slap his chest and get up. We both get up. I pout and starts to walk away from him and about to get into the bathroom before I feel a pair of strong arms stop me. They're wrapping around my waist and a chin lands on my right shoulder.

"Hey! Let me go. I want to brush my teeth!" I say in sarcastic way.

"Aww my honey bunny Christina Marie. Don't be like this. I'm just kidding" He says and starts to rock me. I'm just chuckling. "You're too sweet darling" I say and he starts kissing my neck and move to my cheek. He spin me around and look right into my eyes.

"You know what. You look so beautiful honey. You're the one and only Christina Marie Besson. I love you" He says. Oh. Those sapphire eyes. I can't stop staring at. I can get lost in them

"Hey! Why are you quiet? I'm talking to you" he seems sad and look down. "Aww my darling. I just get lost in your eyes. I can't" I say and we kissed.

We pull away from each other and he says "Go get ready. I'm waiting for you downstairs. I cook you some scrumptious meal. I'm waiting. We don't wanna get nag by the doctor. So, be quick" he winks and walks away from our room. Leave me all alone.

I get into the bathroom. I look in the mirror. Look at myself. I take the scarf which wrapped nicely on my head. That ugly head. Just skinny head. I'm freaking bald. I miss my hair. I loss my hair because of the chemotherapy. It's all because of the gamma ray. I start to tear up. I'm strong. You can't cry Christina. You can't.

I take a nice shower and get dress. I choose a pastel yellow blouse and a pair of black tight pants. I match my outfit with a pair of cute pastel yellow Vans. I look in the mirror. I stare at myself. Am I gonna survive? I won't.

I start to wrap a black scarf around my head. It looks like turban. To match with the outfit, a pastel yellow flower accessories been attached on my head scarf.

I look in the mirror. My eyes full of sadness. Out of nowhere, a handsome looking figure appears behind me. Look in the mirror. Right into my eyes and smile. "Let's eat honey" he smiles and walks away. I just stared at myself and begin to walk out of the room.

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Hey guys! So this is gonna be my third book after my first and second one (which in progress)

First Book : I Found A Love On The Island

Second Book : Girlies
[Go check them out if you haven't]

This book gonna be lit, I swear. I'll update as often as I can. The chapter in this book will be slightly shorter than my other book. Which is good cause I'll update more cause the chapter is shorter (is that makes sense?)

Okay whatever but I hope you'll enjoy this book. Thanks! Don't forget to vote, comment and share. Have a nice day xx