Twisty Heart

yey life!!

         I'm so confused..pheww I don't even know what I was thinking at that time when I meet him for the first time. It was like im in my dream zone. he was everything that I wanted. we always heard about good girls always falls for the bad guys. That's the same thing happens in this case also.i was so much in love with him(the bad guy).

        He is the reason why I was being all hotty n sulty. I always think he likes this kind of girls who are always willing to do anything without fear. and here im all opposite of that kind. im a girl with small dreams like one day my knight with the shining armour will come up to me to protect me from this whole damn world. But I guess I was all wrong about that things. Today I realize that there is no that kind of thing happens.

          I was feeling like a little lost puppy at that moment. he just left me there without saying anything. how could someone be so mean. I didn't really know why in the first place I love him but as they always says "we didn't fall in love by thinking, it just happens".

         Every one told me to stay away from him, I tried to but at the end I fall for him even harder. "Opposite attract" now I can easily understand it by my own personal experience.

           aadi.. aadi.. aadi.. that's all I can think about at this moment. he is always on my mind. I know it sounds so cheesey but that's the truth of my life.

             He is the biggest manipulative jerk. He was just playing with my feelings. It hurts so damn much that I can't explain. Every thing that he had said to me, It means nothing to him.

               I just hate him. That's all I can say at this time and I really mean it.