Farewell, Promise Keeper.

Farewell

⤞HER POINT OF VIEW,

Sitting beside his hospital bed makes my heart form into pieces. Seeing him suffer with his stage 4 cancer is the most painful thing to see.

Sobrang sakit sa pakiramdam na makita sya sa ganyang sitwasyon.

Lumabas ako ng ICU para magpahangin at magipon ng lakas ng loob para sa kanya. Hindi ko talaga matanggap na ganito na ang sitwasyon naming dalawa.

sobrang hirap, sobrang sakit.

Nang makalabas ako ng kwarto, napasandal na lamang ako sa pader ng hallway at natulala dahil sa sobrang panghihina.

My eyes started to get wet again, tears started to fall down on my cheeks, asynchronous with the flashbacks to the time that he's still strong and healthy.

Flashback...

"Love, In the future, when we already reached our goals in life, what thing do you want to happen? Tanong nya sakin out of nowhere.

"Hmm kung nagawa na natin lahat ng goals natin at wala na tayong ibang iisipin, the only thing that I want to happen is to be with you until our last breath." Nakangiting sagot ko. it sounds corny but that is the thing that I really wish to happen in the future.

Hinalikan nya ang noo ko't tumingin sa mga mata ko nang diretso.

"Moreover, what's your wish related to that?" He asked once again with a smile on his lips.

"Gusto ko, kahit anong mangyari tutuparin mo yan."

"I'll make that happen, I promise" He whispered before kissing my forehead once more.

As days passed by, naging mas masaya kami sa isa't isa. When we are together, we're like in our own little for just the two of us.

Siguro, we're destined to be with each other talaga dahil may mga bagay na nagagawa kami na hindi namin kayang magawa kasama ang iba.

We're the couple who makes memories out of weird things. We're a couple but acts not sometimes. He's the type of a man that you can treat as your bestfriend and baby at the same time.

I am so lucky to have him as my man because he treats me like a princess who needs a knight in shining armour that will save her, and that him.

Ewan ko ba pero sa tuwing siya ang kasama ko, wala akong ibang gustong gawin kundi hawakan siya at makasama lang. Yung tipong kaya ko namang magisa sa buhay pero iisipin ko pa rin na kailangan ko siya.

December 5, 2018. That day was our 7th Anniversary and yun na rin yung pinakamemorable na nangyari sa 7 years naming relationship. Although memorable naman lahat but that day was.. was just different.

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[December 5, 2018]

We went on Clark field to fly in a HotAir Balloon for another lifetime experience.

When we were on the cloud level already, everything was perfect. the view, the sunset, and the man I am with.

We were adoring everything we see at the sky when he held my hands and the song "I do" started playing on the mini speaker placed on the side part of the Gondola Basket.