AM I MAD😔

First day In High School

I silently sat at my locker pretending to be busy reading a novel I had borrowed in the library.
Shyness was my personal best trait.I didn't want anyone talking to me so I cacooned myself in a corner in class.
The bell rang announcing time for History class.
"How would be my first lesson." I kept asking myself
The teacher entered with a thud.my heart skipped.
"I am your History teacher and I codon no nonsense." I though he was too harsh for a bunch of innocent kids who had just joined the school.
"He looked young,energetic, handsome,enthusiastic, with a lot of ego,had hazel eyes that were filled with emotions." I thought
I suddenly felt ashamed.how could I?in my first day in school?
                            He was my first crush
After class ..everyone was announcing how horrible , rude, ugly and insensible he was
                Was I mad? I saw the opposite they said
The rest of my classes were boring . I took a bus home since my brother Liam was late from work and couldn't give me a ride

      Do you think its a crush?is she confused? Mad?keep your comments coming