AM I MAD😔

Hurt

Immediately I arrived home I started chatting losty .
"What are you up to?" Mary our house manager asked me.
She knew I wasn't in to texting and being the nosy type she had already grabbed my phone. she read all my chats with losty.
She was a master when it came to guys. She told me he looked good so I was supposed to give him a chance.
I simply nodded my head and run to my room to avoid all the embarrassment.
I recalled my cousin sobbing.She was devastated, hurt by a guy he had met.
I was afraid of being hurt.I had this fear that pulled me away when I saw guys . Many had concluded that I was homo.
Trust me I had no feelings when it came to girls.
I had convinced myself that he would hurt me in some way.
"I will also hurt his feelings." I had decided.
We started meeting and I was relieved he didn't ask me to sleep with him. He was nice and cool to talk to .
Mary ,the nosy one always was in my phone to find about Losty .
That piece of rag . she was crazy.I caught her chatting with him in her phone.

What to do you think guys . what is Mary up to? How will sascha hurt the guy? And do you think Losty is a player ?
Waiting for your comments guys