Can she take you back?
❝She was insecure, scared, many thoughts were going through her mind but she was faithful. She did love you, a lot more than you felt for her.
She thought you deserved somebody better that's why she let you go, she thought she wasn't worthy enough, she was afraid you'd let her go when you see somebody better than her. Instead of waiting for that moment to come, she chose to do the first move. First is to not get hurt, and second is to protect you from getting hurt.
She's always been there, by always, I meant always. How? She's been watching you, she's been observing you because she's been wondering how you are doing. She's been hurting by watching how you fell in love to this new girl you just met. She's been keeping it all to herself.
Despite of all the regrets, she still hope a day would come that you'd voluntarily come to her and ask her to come back to you. But she stopped thinking it was possible when she saw how much the girl you just met broke you, as the girl break you, she was breaking too.
She's been waiting and now she thinks waiting should no longer be an option, its either she does the first move to make you come back to her or let somebody else fill all the blank spaces she reserved for you.❞
— A Girl's Diary / May 21, 2018 / Monday, 12:33 pm.
