Goodbye~ Azusa & Reader

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A/n Sorry for the long hiatus, stuff has been going on in my personal life but after next week I will hopefully be free so I can continue this series as much as I can. So, this story is based off what actually happened to me. You'll notice this isn't an 'x reader' but an '& reader' because you guys are friends and not lovers, if you you don't like that, don't read. But like I said this actually happened to me and I am really quite sad about it, and you'll see why when you read it. Also sorry this is kinda short, but I am really sad at the moment, and y'know writing help, well I hope you guys enjoy.

Warning:

Some people might find this too depressing, if losing someone gets you triggered please do not read this.

Y/N's P.O.V.

I hugged him so tightly, I think he could barely breathe. He was smiling through the entire thing, like normal, he was always so happy even on a day like this.

He was leaving.

Not just for the today but forever, moving to a different state different country, I didn't care! He was leaving us, and that's what I cared about most. Most of his friends (mostly girls) were crying, huddled around him like they were trying to stop him from leaving. I pushed though the crowd and hugged him, trying to keep my tears in. I had to be strong, I had to be supportive, but how could you do that when one of your closest friend was leaving?? I looked up at him with tears in my eyes, "Goodbye" we both whispered to each other as I continued to cling to him, I let go and continued walking with my best friend holding back tears as best I could. He had gone to home to help his family pack, him and his older brother Tsubaki were going to be missed by everyone at the school. I'd never see him ever again.....

It was the end of the day, throughout today all I thought about was how much everything was gonna be different, because he wasn't there. I was hanging out with another friend of mine, Ema, who was also friends with him. She had started crying, I hugged her and comforted her though I couldn't stay strong forever, I pulled away from the hug and stood up, looking away from Ema to make sure she didn't see my tears. I couldn't hold it in and broke down, we both sat together, crying because of how much we missed him. How he wouldn't be there when we sat down for class, or wouldn't be there to lighten up the atmosphere with his positive demeanour and his sunshine of a smile.

"I hate it when people say 'it's gonna be alright', because they don't know what you're going through, they couldn't possibly know!" Ema ranted, with tears threatening to spill. I nodded in, "You know when you're sad, and you try to find something that will distract you from that thing that's making you sad? But how do you do that when everything reminds you of him!?" I choked back more tears that threaten to come out. We continued to cry more, I suggested we get up and walk around the school. I thought to go into the media room, as we entered I remembered all the times we had messed around and made memories. I started to cry again, this time it was Ema to comfort me, wrapping her arms around my neck she pulled me close to her, I turned and hugged her back slightly crying into her arm, I hugged her tight, knowing she was also crying. "How could he leave and leave us behind, leave all our memories behind?" Ema had asked quietly, her voice, much like my own, hoarse from crying so much.

We had both gone home, I dragged myself to my room, shut my door and sat down on the floor, leaning my back on the side of my bed and broke down. Covering my mouth with my hand to make sure my parents and siblings wouldn't here me, every moment and every memory flashed through my brain like a movie. Tears streamed down my face like a waterfall, my hair fell down and covered my no doubt bloodshot and puffy eyes. Every time I tried to stop crying, his face would pop up in my mind and I would begin again. 

"Goodbye...."

"Azusa...."



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