Babysitting Lux 2

Chapter 17 I Still Love Him

Im suppeeerrr SORY for the long wait on the update guys.Iv'e been busy with all the school things and also with just other stuff in general.I haven't updated in supper long and im truly sorry.I watched The Fault In Our Stars today.Ohhh i cried so much.

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R ON N I E

Ok guys so remeber how i was on livestream yesterday,Well i told everyone to not make a big deal about me crying.I cry because im a dramatic piece of shit.Not even kidding.

Ok so i went on Youtube and Twitterand and all i see trending is.

Harry broke Ronnie's heart.

Ronnie crys over Harry

Honnie is over

The Styles twins are so cute

Maya and Elian

All of them are bad except the one's of Maya and Elian.

Were all over the news on youtube and on twitter.So I cried big deal.

I get up from bed and walk into Lily's room.She asleep and so is Sienna im supprised their here because their always working.

I am going to be a good mom and cooks my kids breakfast.Lol that sounds like abad mom.I get the pancake mix and i put the things and i mix it.After i make all the pancakes i deide to make icecrea choloate milshakes.

"Momy?"A sleepy Maya says.

"I made you guys some breakfast.Can you go wake up your aunts and your brother?"I ask her and she nodds.

A few seconds later they all come rushing down.I serve them and then we all eat.

Ding Dong

"I'll be back"I tell them and they nodd.

I open the door and it's.

Harry?

"What are you doing here?"I ask.

"I came to visit"He smiles

"Umm why?"I ask

"Because i wanted to see the kids"He tellsme.

"Realy?"I ask.

"Yeah"He says.

"Then fuck of"I tell him.

"What?Why?"He asks.

"Your kids havent seen you in a long time and now you just wanna come back?"I tell him.

"Yes"He tells me.

"Ahh come in"I whine.

We walk into the kitchen.Maya and Elian look at him and they run to him yelling.

"Dady!"They yell as they tackel him.

He just laughs.He picks them both up and kisses them all over their faces.

I look at Lily and Sienna and their laughing.

I dont know how to feel about this.I like seeing them happy but out of nowhare Harry wants to be in there life agian?

He puts them back on the floor and Maya walks to her chair to eat while Elian is still playing with Harry.

"Whats wrong?"I ask her.

"What cant a girl eat?"She asks.

We all start laughing.She is searousily just like me but in 3 year old version.

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Harry has been hanging out with me and the kids for about 5 hours now since the morning.Were at a park right now.The kids are playing and im just on my phone.

"So are you just gonna ignore me?"Harry asks.

"What?Im not ignoring you?"I ask.

"Yes you are"He tells me.

"Whatever"I tell him as i go back to my phone.

"Why have you been looking at me wierd ever since I went to your house in the morning?"He asks.

"Because Harry"I tell him.

"Because what?"He asks annoyed raising his voice up and being rude.

"Dont fucken talk to me like that"I roll my eyes.

"Then tell me"He says.

"Ughh fine.Well to start of you totally picked your girlfriend over your kids and now all of the suden you want to be in their life's agian"I tell him.

"Im not dating her anymore ok"He tells me.

"And I want to be their dad Ronnie.I dont want fucken Noah to be there dad firgure anymore.He can go fuck himself im their dad not him!"He yells.

"Stop yelling"I tell him.

"Well what else do you want me to fucken do!"He yells.

"Stop it Harry just fucken stop!"I yell at him.

"Im tierd of yelling at you"I tell him.

He sits down.

"I know im sorry"He tells me.

No your not

I go back on my phone.Why cant we jus get along and not yell at eachother all the time?Why can't we just be a normal couple and..

Wait..

Were not even dating..

"Momy momy"Maya yells as she runs to me.

"What sweetie?"I ask.

"I made a new friend.Her name is Riley"She smiles.

"Realy where is she?"I ask.

"She's over there at the swings"She says pointing to the little girl.

I wave at her and she waves back.

"Well i gotta go now.Bye momy bye Harry"She says as she runs away.

I look at Harry and he's looking at his shoes.

"Why doesn't she call me Dady?"He asks.

"Because she's not used to calling people dady"I tell him.

I get up and i feel my arm being pulled back.

His face is only inches away from mine.Before I can breath his face smashes onto mine.I close my eyes and kiss back.

After a few moments I stop the kiss and pull away.

"Why did you kiss me?"I ask.

"I have been wanting to do that for the longest time"He tells me.

I sile thinking the same thing.

Those feelings are still there.To be honest they were never gone.I still love Harry and I always will....