My Songs

I'm tired.

I'm tired, tired, tired of it all
Many years of sadness and useless tears
So tired, tired, tired of it all
I'm always being pulled back by my fears

I've been told to just be myself
But I dont even know myself
I'm stuck in all my sad memories
My life is full of mysteries
I've been through a lot of miseries
My mind is filled with lots of worries
I've got more losses than victories

I am trying to save myself

From the darkness of my soul
My heart became as black as coal
The darkness of my soul
My confidence is sucked inside a black hole

..My happiness is fading away slowly..

I'm ruined, ruined, ruined by them all
I never wanted any of this to happen
So ruined, ruined, ruined by them all
Locking myself in my room became a passion

I've been told to just be myself
But I don't even know myself
I'm stuck in all my sad memories
My life is full of mysteries
I've been through a lot of miseries.
My mind is filled with lots of worries
I have more losses than victories

I am trying to save myself

I've been a happy child before
I was the type people would adore
But now I'm not the same anymore
The pain, I tried my best to ignore
The love for which I had to implore
I think of it as no more

I am trying to save myself

From the darkness of my soul
My heart became as black as coal
The darkness of my soul
My confidence is sucked inside a black hole.

..My happiness is fading away slowly..

I'm tired, tired, tired of it all
Many years of sadness and useless tears
So tired, tired, tired of it all
I'm always being pulled back by my fears.

..So tired..

(I kinda like this one.)