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Lost without you- Freya Ridings
Lose my mind- Dean Lewis
Why did I have to yell at him last night? He was just protecting me from that freaking bozo who tried to get in my pants. I turn on the tv and watch the news for a bit.
I can't stand this anymore I have to ring my Dani. I go on my contacts and click on My other half💕
*beep*
Sorry I'm not available right now I'm probably with my amazing girlfriend or with my best mates. I will try to call you back asap and love you boo!
I just groan and look at the tv.
*breaking news*
Why Don't We singer Daniel Seavey dead
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My jaw just falls and tears start spilling out of my eyes. I hug my knees and scream and cry so so much.
"WHY? Why Daniel?" I scream out
How can he be dead I was just talking to him the other night and now he's gone...
I shut my eyes shut and blame myself for all of this. If I wasn't such a selfish bitch I would probably be in his arms right now. I throw the remote across the room and it breaks into tiny pieces.
"Not my Dani, please be a joke please" I whisper to myself.
I run into my room and get the photo album Dani made for me. I look at the photos and remember all different memories.
Flashback
We were just staring into each others eyes and we didn't say a single word. After a few minutes Dani makes a funny face. "why do I love this dork?" I ask myself. I look up and see his face light up and he has the cutest smile on his face. "What" I say laughing. "YOU LOVE ME? YES SHE LOVES ME" he yells out loud while jumping around. He does a heel click and runs back to me with the biggest smile on his face.
"Yes I love you Dani! What isn't there to love about you Daniel Seavey?" I say with a smirk. He picks me up off my feet and spins me around. I just laugh and hold onto him tight. When he stops I wrap my legs around his waist and he just stares in my eyes. He places his forehead on mine and smiles. "I love you too doofus"
I let out a snort and kiss him right on his lips. He kisses back and we share a meaningful kiss. As we pull away he licks my nose and we just laugh
Flashback over
I smile and cry. That is why i love Dani.
Flashback
I was walking around the street thinking about random things. I wasn't really paying much attention and I bumped into something or someone hard and fall onto my bum. I look up and see the most handsome guy i have ever seen. Damn those eyes are giving me butterflies. Wow his face is just per-fect-ion!
"Um hi need a hand" he smiles and waves. Shit was I really staring at him for that long. I snap out of my trance and just give him a dorky smile. He just chuckles and lends me his hand. As our hands touch I feel fireworks going off left right and centre. Damn the spark is real. I look at him and his mouth is in a 'o' shape. I guess he must of felt it too. He helps me up and doesn't let go of my hand. I aint complaining!
"Hi" i say
"Hey"
"Hey, oooh i already said that" i just smile.
He laughs and wow his laugh is so heavenly. "I'm Daniel and you may be?"
"The one" I wink. Damn that was probably cringey but who knows maybe I will be his and he will be mine.
Flashback over
I hug the book to my chest and just whisper to myself.
I hear people running up the stairs and screaming my name.
I just put my head in my knees and sob.
Why did this have to happen to my Dani? The boy who cared and believed in me when I couldn't even believe in myself. Who was always there to pick me up through my bad times. The one who made me confident of myself. The boy who who I loved endlessly.
The boy who saved me.
I shut my eyes shut but the tears keep on spilling. I feel people wrap their arms around me and I look up to see my other heroes. I hug them all tight and cry even more.
"How?" I manage to say in between my sobs.
"It was a drunk driver" Jack whispers. He gives me a hug and I hug him even tighter. I cry on his shoulder and Jack is trying to keep his tears in and stay strong for me. We stay like that for a few minutes until I feel my head getting wet. I look up to see Jack crying I give him a kiss on his cheek and he gives a weak but forced smile. He just breaks down and puts his face in his hands. Jack and me probably took it the worse. I look at him and I open my mouth to comfort him but I just end up crying too. All the boys hug me and Jack but I just walk out. I grab Dani's hoodie and walk out to the backyard. I sit on the chair and look up.
Dani is somewhere up there looking down at the boys and I.
I just smile and hope that he can see me. I still crying pretty bad. I put on Dani's hoodie and smell it. It smells just like the person I love. I hear the sliding door open and see Jack walking to me. I weakly smile at him as he sits next to me. He wraps his arms around me as we both cry.
"It's my fault" I whisper to Jack
"What no. It's no one's fault" he says hugging me tighter.
"Yes it is. I yelled at him last night because some dude was getting all touchy-feely and he protected me. I don't even know why I got so defensive. I thought I could look after myself but truth is i can't even live without my Dani. I called him names that I shouldn't ever say to him and I said things I didn't mean to say. If I didn't say those things he would be alive and happy. But I can't take back those words. Why am I so fucking selfish?" I break down and cry into Jack's chest.
"You are NOT selfish. All those things you said was a mistake and yeah you can't take it back. But Daniel is probably looking down at you thinking how lucky he is to have you. Remember you have the boys and I to look after you"
"Thank you. Thank you for everything"
We just hug and look up at the stars all night.
I actually cried at my own story. So whatcha guys think? Sad enough? Thank y'all for reading!
