Y/N POV
"Everything I love
Became, Everything I lost..."
Sun strikes through the park where we always play around
Enjoying our moments like there's no tomorrow and grinning like a child even we're stepping to our teens
We are really a buddy
"Heyyy Jeon... Let's sit" I said panting
You just grin at me
"Hahaha... Y/N, you're still to slow! Di mahabol" you mock at me
Pero natawa Lang ako
"Hahaha Jeon! Correction! Makahabol
hindi mahabol,
those two are different"
"Edi Wow"
he respond,sticking his tongue through his cheeks, his cute mannerism whenever his embarrass
He sit beside me while we both look through the sky
"It's almost 1 year...after that 'thing',.....
and a year living in this orphanage..."he muttered
Tinignan ko siya habang nakatingala ito, Alam Kong pinipigilan Niya Lang Ang mga luhang ibig na lumabas sakanyang mga Mata
"How I wish, magic is true, so I can help you get out from this pain..." I said
He look through my eyes and ruffles my hair, he's been through a lot, and I'm happy that he still make it
"You already do Y/N"
"Huh? Paano?" I asked in confusion
"Well remember our first meeting?
Kung Wala ka doon...maybe I'm not here right now... You save me from my desperate thoughts
You save me from dying through my agony...and I'm thankful of that" he said smiling
"Kahit Naman sino, gagawin yon,Kung sakaling nandun din Sila"
"Did I say I'm done?, You're ruining the momentum" he chuckles
"Y/N, I know you also been through a lot...after your parents pass.. but you choose not to give up, and help someone to be stronger too, just like what you did to me..."
Bigla akong napatigil, I can feel those hard feelings starting to rage inside me, I hate it!
"Jungkook..." I said firmly
You look through my eyes, I know that you can't comfort me and I can see that your feeling sorry about it...
"Sorry" you muttered softly
I sigh, I don't want those memories fuck my world once more
"That's fine"
The atmosphere became awkward lightly, that's why I chose to be quite but you're glancing at me
"What's the matter Jeon?" I asked a little frustrated but you chuckles
"You know what Y/N, you don't need to speak English you know, I can understand Tagalog right now" pagmamayabang mo
Aishhhh... This little brat
"Wow, you already master Tagalog? How about lately?...
Instead of 'makahabol' you said 'mahabol'" I mock at him using his same tone
You just laugh at me and give me an amused smile
Fuck....
Why you should be so adorable!!
Hindi ko namalayan na nakatitig na pala ako sakanya,. At ngumisi ito
"Like what you see darling" he said smirking
"Hey! STOB IT!" I said in disgust
"STOB IT?! Hahahaha, spell!" You said between your laughs
"S-T-O-P!"
"I-T!!" We both shout and giggle like a child, while clapping like a crazy seal
You caress the strand of my hair, and look directly through my eyes
I don't know what is this...
But your gazes bring me so much affection...
"I will never leave you Y/N"
I caught my breath when you say those words, what are you doing in my heart honey
You lean through my neck
"You're the only one I care to this world" you whisper
My heart is beating rapidly, Jungkook...
I can't hold this feelings...
You're driving me crazy
I try to push him lightly...
And I can see your a bit shock from what I did
"Ju-jungkook th-that w-wasn't I me-mean---- Bang! Bang!!
Everything seems so slow
"Jungkook! Jungkook! Are you ok!!"
I gasp in terror when I see pool of blood
freely flowing through your abdomen...
"Jeon! May Tama ka!!"--Bang! Bang!!
"Y/N... Go... They're coming... They will ki-kill you..." You're gasping for air, your consciousness starting to fade and your expecting me to leave you here!!
"Jungkook! What the fuck are you saying!! Sa tingin mo ba iiwan Kita dito!!!" I said annoyingly
But you just smile...
How can you still smile!!
"Y/N please sa-save you-yourself... Don't mind me..." Unti-unti nang bumabagal Ang iyong paghinga
Fuck Jungkook!!! The hell!
I'm starting to hysterical...
I can't do anything...
Those blood again...
Tears of blood
Flow of blood
Crimson red
My nightmare...
"Ahhhh! Maawa po kayo!, May mga anak po ako!!!"
"Mama! Papa!"
"Anak! Tumakas ka na!!"
"Pe-pero..---"
"Tumakas ka na!!!--Bang!Bang!!"
"Ma!!!! Pa!!"
I can't...
I can't anymore...
I hold your hand, it's starting to feel cold...
But the shots of the cold blooded inhuman were still in the background...
My Nostalgia...
"Y/N... T-thank yo-you, I'm so-sorry, I can't fulfill m-my pro-promise... I love you.. ti-,till my last breath..."
"Bang!!!"
And everything...
Went black..
Life is really cruel right?...
Once you feel happy
Something will come
And crash those happiness
Maybe I think...
The purpose of this world...
Is to let us taste a little sip of fun and freedom
But in the end...
Our fate will just starting
To kill us....
Softly...
Slowly...
And painfully...
World is no beauty...
Always remember that honey..
BINABASA MO ANG
Your Doll
Fanfiction"love you so bad, make me your doll" In where you suffer too much, through your nostalgia And found a comfort into a doll But little do you know... His sanity was taken away by you again and again... And he can't hold it anymore... Will you accept h...
