Charlottes POV
I take a deep breath and FaceTime brook Knowing he would be in the same room.
Brook answers almost immediately and Jack and brook head into the jacklyn room.
When they close the door all I hear is
"Are you okay?!?"
" we have been so worried"
" I wanna come up there"
"We are always here"
"OMG"
"boys boys boys calm down" I laugh
"I'm okay" I smile.
"Are you really tho?" Jack asks raising an eyebrows.
"No" I frown.
"Brook can I wear that top you wore in the 2002 cover" I hear a familiar voice say.
Brook tilts the screen not facing the direction where the voice was coming from.
"Sure rye" he smiles.
"Where is it" rye asks.
"Second draw down" Jack smiles.
I put my hand over my mouth and let a few tears slip.
Just hearing him
His voice
My heart aches.
I miss him so much.... No no no stop Char he fucked you over I think to myself.
I need him. But I hate him. But I love him.
I let a few more tear slip and stayed silent.
"It will be okay" Jack mouths.
"Who you on call too" rye asks.
"Oh just my mum" brook lies.
He knew that if rye knew it was me he would try talk to me.
"Oh okay" he says walking out.
As soon as the door shuts I start crying,
"Hey hey hey babe don't cry" brook says soothingly.
"It's hard" I say.
"I know gorgeous, I know, I wish I was there to hug you" Jack says.
" I wish u both was, I miss your cuddles they make everything better" I say as they both smile.
"It's just like...." I stop.
"It's like what gorgeous?" Andy asks walking in the room.
"Oh hey Andy" I smile through my tears.
"Hey char... You okay" he asks.
"No ... Not in the slightest" I cry.
"What it like..?" Brook says signally for me to carry on.
" it feels like I'm drowning, like I'm being held under ice cold water and its not just anyone... It's like rye is holding me under water and I'm unable to breathe.
I need him... I really do but every time I close my eyes it fucking hurts. It hurts so bad... To think what he would be doing with that Amy girl... I can't stand it.... I've liked him ever since Jack introduced me to you all...."
I take a deep breath.
"The worst part is i still love him"
" I'm in love with him"
When I finish speaking I'm crying my eyes out.
I look up and see all the boys crying.
" no no no no don't cry" I say crying.
"We love you so fucking much Charlotte, you are worth so much... Your one of my closest friends ever and don't forget how perfect you are" Jack says through tears.
I don't say anything. I just put my head in my hands and cry.
Ryes POV.
I know brook was lying about him being in the phone to his mum.
I know it was Charlotte.
As soon as Andy joins jacklyn in their room I listen through the door.
" it feels like I'm drowning, like I'm being held under ice cold water and its not just anyone... It's like rye is holding me under water and I'm unable to breathe.
I need him... I really do but every time I close my eyes it fucking hurts. It hurts so bad... To think what he would be doing with that Amy girl... I can't stand it.... I've liked him ever since Jack introduced me to you all...."
I hear her say faintly.
I cry into my hands.
"The worst part is i still love him"
" I'm in love with him" she adds.
I run straight into my room and hide under my covers.
I cry for about an hour until I fall asleep.
I've hurt that girl so fucking much... I don't know how much longer I can take without seeing and proving to her that I didn't mean to hurt her.
