She's lost inside. Harry Styles Fanfic

Chapter 1

Hello my name's Avril, my last names Lavigne I'm just a normal 18 year old girl that has just graduated high school about 3 months ago.

Wait, I take that back I'm not normal at all. I used to be bullied by a boy in high school that goes by the name of Harry Styles. Girls swoon over him and I understand why. I have to admit that he's absolutely Beautiful but he has the rudest personality ever.

What I don't understand is that I was the  only person he bullied, I am the only person he screams at, I am the only person that he makes eye contact with at school when I caught him staring, and I am the only person he's rude to.

I hate to admit it but I have grown a small crush on him but it is nothing serious because of the bullying.

Harry Styles has green eyes, brown curly hair, has a face (of course he does I'm absolutely dumb for saying that), has pink plump lips, is about 5'11. I know you may have lots of questions. why I know this stuff but, if you had a mini crush on your ex-bully that you will never,ever, see again, I hope, you would notice these things too. I think. Like I said I'm not normal.

Anyways I know I have been talking about Harry for awhile now, so now I think I'm gonna tell you about myself.

I have a Mom that doesn't really care about me at all, and probably wouldnt even notice if I was gone or probably even kidnapped. She works a full time job at a Hospital as a doctor. I live in Holmes Chapel chestchire in England. I have a dad that cares about Me but he's lives in the U.S.A. and I haven't seen him since I was 16. I have no brothers or sisters and all my my siblings live in California.

I have Light blue eyes, light blonde hair with lots of brown streaks in it and I'm about 5'8.

I secretly love to sing and I play guitar. I have written a few songs but I have never taken them seriously because Im not sure if I sing good or not.

Harry has bullied me since 8th grade and I don't even know the reason why. I am glad that I am not going to ever see him again because I have a feeling if I do than my tiny crush on him will grow. On graduatation day he apologized for all the horrible things he has said and done to me. I never accepted his apology but, I told him that It was fine and that I was never gonna see him again. And also that there was no point in apologizing now and it looked like he was about to cry. I ended up hugging him. And then the most confusing thing he has ever said to me came out of his mouth.

He told me and I quote "Look, I'm sorry for everything I have done to you. And I know it will take you a long time to accept my apology but I will see you again" *he smiled to the ground* "And I promise you that."

Then he left out of my sight and left me confused but, I never took his words seriously. I think he was just trying to make me confused or something. And that's exactly what he did.

I almost forgot to tell you a side of me that you probably will not like. There are rumors about me that I'm lost in my own mind and I'm broken. I blame Harry for all of my problems he was the one that started the rumors then he started hitting me and punching me and through out the years it got worst. It wasn't just Harry, the whole school started saying to each other "She's lost inside" they were all talking about me.

And I hate to admit it but I am completely and utterly broken. And the worst part is that I am lost inside.

I'm lost inside everything.

No, I'm not dumb I am actually great at math and reading, especially writing, writing songs. And I am actually attending college in a week.

What I mean is that, I'm lost inside my feelings, I'm lost inside my thoughts, and I'm lost inside my mind. Every one at school was write I am lost inside.

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