Tomorrow with You ✔ (Book III || COMPLETED)

Chapter 15

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"Come on Ariah, check your ear piece. Can you hear me? Your lapel, is it snug and fit?" the staff is panicking.

After the incident that just happened to the girl group before my number. The lapel fell on the ground while she was jumping, her ear piece wasn't connecting to the main source so all of them panicked.

"It's all fine unnie," I reassured her and she just nodded in understanding.

This is the last awarding show I will attend before my surgery. I'll be performing my title track from my solo album. It may not be a first but I knew Jimin is there. He'll be there with the crowd. My nerves are getting into me.

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Ji ni have been filling me up with news about Jimin, they said he's now currently dating Dahyun from Twice and I just kept silent. He deserves it though, I wish them good luck.

I am panting here in the hallway. I walked here alone after I got down from the stage, sweat is covering my body now and the cold winter air here in the hall relaxes me. My hand shakily pop 2 pills at a time in my mouth as I try to calm the throbbing of my head.

Just a little bit more Hyun mi and you'll get to rest. Just a little bit more.

I started turning around the corner to the restroom when I saw Jimin pinning Dahyun against the wall and kisses her on the mouth. I instantly stepped back and leaned my head against the wall. I can hear Dahyun's moans and in return, my heart constricted in pain at the scene I just saw amd these sounds I'm hearing.

Jimin might be in trouble again once people see them getting so cozy with each other. The throbbing of my head worsen and I curse under my breath. These damn pills are suppose to be helping me!

I know I said I wish him happiness and if Dahyun will give that to him, then I need to stick to what I've said. But I'd be lying if I say I'm not hurting. It hurts to see the man you love kissing another girl. He was mine, he's still mine in my heart but to him we're done now.

To me, he's still the only one I'll ever look to and adore.

I need to get out of here, damn it!

I took my seat together with my memebers and Hera immediately gave me a blanket. Everyone bowed, greeting me at my appearance from backstage.

Sejun lately have been showing interest in me and have been publicly posting random stuffs and tagging it to me. I'm sure Jimin knows about this but he never really cared. What Yoongi and Jin hoped for never really happened. He never came to his senses and I can't imagine how Jimin, my brother and Tae is back in their dorm. It must be a disaster.

I'll be fine, I'll be fine.

By the end of the night, we got a total of 5 awards

Best Solo Award girl category
Best Solo choreography girl category
Best girl group award
Best choreography girl group category
Netizen's choice girl category

BTS got the artist of the year, I'm so proud of them, they deserve it.

I wasn't able to concentrate on the awards night. Jimin was just 3 persons away from me and I can't keep my eyes from glancing over to him.

He's able to smile, laugh and be happy. Unlike me, whose been counting my last days here on the limelight. His star will even shine brighter but mine's already dwindling.

Cindy makes sure I am warm enough or my whole body will end up in a fit of seizures again. That already happened 2 times and that 2 times was so painfully unbearble. Hera cried that first night. The other was when I was having dinner with Taehyung and Jungkook. They were in shock so the staff of the restaurant took matters themselves. They weren't one of those obnoxious people who just spreads news so no one really knew. It seems like the world is helping me hide things from Jimin.