I don't know what to say anymore
'Cause I'll never love like I did before
Pain and agony is all I ever feel
My heart breaks evertime I try to heal
Love and compassion is that too much to ask
I'll drink away my pain with whats left in my flask
Can't somone ever be there when I'm in need
My love is a curse that I am forced to heed
It won't ever be the same for me or for you
I just wish it would be different and new
I want someone to love me as much as I always do
I want to be free from this and my heart does too.