I wanna die and I wanna scream
Wanna wake up, be told this is a dream
What kind of dream is this
"A nightmare," the shadows reply
Why
I wanna help, even if he's so far
My dreams fog my mind
I'm not apathetic like I used to be
I swear
Let me leave
They don't realize it
I'm dying inside
I can't tell them that
Don't ruin them
Smile
Smile
smile
s m i l e
s m i l e...
s m i l e . . .
Somebody fix me
"Be quiet"
I have been my whole life
"You're just fucked up"
You made me like this
Please stop touching me
"You're so fucking sensitive"
I'm sorry..
She rolls her eyes and scoffs
I'm sorry
I'm broken, they don't realize this
They don't know the true you
You're a monster, you know this
No, that's who I used to be
You're not sure, liar
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