You left me
You left me heartbroken
From my own decisions
Without a goodbye
Not even a chance to say how badly I wanted you gone
And how badly I wanted to love you again
You left me when I needed you most
To leave this wretched place and rest eternally
For I hope and fear that I may soon follow
Every night I try to fill the Void with pain
Every night I think of going a bit further
I know how bad it is
But I know I can't stop
There's so much to live for
But none of it is worth living without you
Love consumed me
I thought I was happy again
Instead it only blinded me and left me for dead
I've thought about it so many times
And maybe this could be my last goodbye
But no one would ever see it
No one would ever care
It's just a sad poem
From a girl who loved too young
To have her heart broken by herself
To be sent to hell for her sinful life
For she cannot be forgiven
Her guardian angel will never come
No one will see the pain she hides inside
So she writes it into mindless poems
No sense in each
Just her mind spilling out
Crying for help
No one can speak out to her
No one can hear
No one can see
For she is all evil
And shall be damned
