2 months later
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...Tayjay...
I just finished my tour with Rihanna and pulled up outside the house I walked through the door with Ty in one and our bags and suitcases in the other. I turned to Veronica "Is he still sleeping" she laughed
"Nope he's a little troublemaker he's been awake the whole time" he laughed "you're annoying you know that right?" I said tickling him.
"But you still love me and that's all that matters." He said laughing. I couldn't help but laugh either "whatever you say, little man".
Mariam ran down the stairs when she heard us "TY!!! haven't seen you in a while little boy" she picked him up and spun him around "Aunty Mariam" he said with the biggest smile on his face "I missed you, you little trouble" she tickled him.
Roc came in the room "Maybe we can have ourselves a little handsome son like him huh" he said with a big grin "Maybe" Mariam said with an even bigger smile. "You good?" roc said hugging me "Yeah" I lied through my teeth and he knew I was he just rubbed my back and went to sit next to Mariam.
The boy that I let hurt me for so many years and the same boy I caught feelings for walked into the room. I've been hurt some many times by him physically and emotionally and this whole thing has just added to it. I couldn't even look at him for long without wanting to break down and cry. "T can I....can I talk to you in private please" He knew what he said hurt me, he looked guilty.
"Can you call me my actual name please" he raised his eyebrows.
"Why can't I call you T?" I rolled my eyes. "Because I only let people I actually like call me by my nicknames" he sighed "What is that supposed to mean" I sighed "it mean that I was stupid for falling for you I mean I can't go back and change nothing I don't want to but I can't keep letting you hurt me, I've been hurt over and over again by you and I can't take it anymore". Ty came up to me and pulled on my sweater "please don't cry or argue aunty" he looked so adorable "don't worry Ty I'm not gonna cry" I kissed his cheek and looked around.
"Umm guys this is Veronica and Silvia, girls this is mindless behavior. I really don't know why you like them cause they are all retarded shits". Prod put his hands on his chest "Now that was hurtful" he laughed "why should I care, it's not like anyone around here cares about how I feel" I put Ty down "Now he's not one that messed up not us" he shook his head "Are you lot forgetting that there is a child in the room?"
Jacob came up to me and held my hand and led me outside. "So to sum everything up and jog your memory your basically calling me a stupid hoe that you played" I was trying to control my temper, but I was so close to losing it. "No I did not mean it like that" I was so frustrated with him "What the hell did you mean then?" he looked away and rubbed the back of his neck.
"Damn Kim was right I should've killed myself when I had the chance" he looked up at me as soon as those words escaped my lips.
"Hold up what? don't say stuff like that" he walked up to me and looked me in my eyes. "Why not? come on, my life is a mess and it has only gotten worse since I met you, coming here to live with you has just made it even worse".
He looked as if he wanted to start crying "you're not thinking of trying again are you?" I shrugged "The day might come sooner than later and since when did you care about how I feel?"
A tear ran down his face "From the day I actually realised that how much I actually love you". Why is he doing all this pretending he got what he wanted already didn't he. "Oh really and when exactly did you realise this" I folded my arms and looked at him.
"Today I mean I've taken the time to think about how it felt when I was with you, and I mean I've never felt that way about anyone before. I did hurt you that's because I saw the opportunity and I took it but I have fallen for you real bad and I regret hurting you I really do" he cried.
At this point, I don't want to hear what he had to say "You know what I promised my cousin that I would look after his child for that holidays and that is exactly what I'm going to do". I said walking inside with him following me inside. He grabbed my hand and spun me around so we were body to body with our faces just centimetres apart. "Please....please promise me you're not gonna do anything to hurt yourself". "I don't care what you want me to promise you" he pulled me closer "I'm not gonna let you do it!" I rolled my eyes and laughed "You DO NOT tell me what to do and what not to do you, don't control me" I pulled myself out of his grip and went to sit down with my head in my hands.
Jacob's mum walked in and just then the room went silent. "umm hey guys what's up" she looked around at everyone "nothing at all" everyone said. "well...guys guess what" Jacob and I looked at her. "what?" we both asked with an attitude cause we were both annoyed. "well..urmm..you guys might be related" she said walking around the room. "WHAT!!!" we all shouted, "I ain't saying it again and well you might be cousins". Ty walked up to Jacob "so this means that you're my uncle...hello" he waved "hey little man" he smiled at him and spud him. "I feel so sick," I said before running upstairs to the toilet.
To be continued
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Adopted by my bully(mindless behavior) (editing)
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