A Thousand Words and One Love

A Sugar on My Lips.

I slowly opened eyes, I can hear someone is talking almost whispering next to me but I can't move my body, I tilt my head to left I can see the doctor and policeman are talking about me, the policeman looked at me and say I've woke up then he left the room.

The doctor come to me, I try to wake up but he prevents me, he says I should better take some rests due to what had happened to me last night he also said I've been in coma for a day then I remember about Mrs. Allison, I asked him if she's made it but he only looked down and tilt his head, he says sorry to me and tell me about Mrs. Allison, 'she didn't make it' that's all I can hear and nothing else.

The room becomes silent as I don't say anything again, the doctor tells me that my family will come here soon, I should happy for hear this but my heart feels gloomy than before, I don't know why or maybe because of Mrs. Allison is passed away, my parents are very busy this year they maybe go out of countryside due their job after sees me here and leave me alone, I remembered they left me for the first time, I cried aloud but Mrs. Allison cheered me not to cry anymore, she's just like an eldersister to me. She's kind, beauty and entertain. I hope that accident never happened.

I sighed and ask the doctor to leave me alone, I don't wanna someone else in here just this time, he nodded and leave me. I looked to windows, the skies are clear, some little birds are playing outside there, sunlight is shining above trees, the world seems forget about what happened to me last night. Everything is fine except me, I was nothing but an exceptional for this world, I don't know why I should be born or maybe situation will be better if I don't exists.

If I don't exists Mrs. Allison won't die, my parents will also happy because no need to caring me while doing their jobs and neighbours... I think they'll only hates my parents so I no more feeling hatred by them and also their kids, because the world isn't fair.

My parents finally come here in my room while I was daydreaming, my mother hug me tightly while my father pat my head, I though it was my imagination but it's real they're in here. I pushed my mother gently because her hug makes my wound feel hurts, my mother kisses me on my chubby cheeks.

"My little angle, are you okay?" asked my father.

"Yes Dad, but the wound is still feels hurts."

"Are you scared dear?" asked mother.

"I was, Mom." answered me gently.

"My God, you're such a brave child!" cries my father.

"We bought your favorite meal, wanna eat?" asked Mom while offering me my favourite meal.

"I'm sorry Mom but my stomach feels uncomfortable now." I refused.

"Honey, she's must shocked what she had happened last night." said Dad.

Yeah, I'm really shocked Dad! Why did you two not in my side?! And why didn't you two also feel sorry to Mrs. Allison?! Actually I'm really mad at them but I should remain calm and keep smiling... yeah, I'm smiling right infront of them but in my back, I'm crying my head feels gonna explodes my heart feels burdened my wounds feels more painful than before I don't know what should I do.

My mom get a call, she answered it. I can hear there's someone need my mom to be in her office soon, no need her to answer that because I've got her answer.

"I'm sorry, I can't. My daughter had something bad happened to her so she's in hospitalized and I must stay in her side. Thank you." says her, it's really makes me surprised.

"Mom, why did you reject that?" I asked her gently try not to show her that I'm really surprised.

"No, I should stay in here with you. I'm really shocked when I heard the news, I don't wanna loose my little angle." said her, she almost crying.