☽Pairing☾ ; Taehyung | Reader
☽Genre☾ ; Angst
☽Word Count☾ ; 1.9k
☽Note☾ ; I only speak from my own experience.
☽Warnings☾ ; Depression | Mental illness
"How is it going Y/N?"
A question shot into the frigid air of any type of office room, displayed with flowers, plants and simple dull paintings from kids that has been through your stage in early age. The woman in front, tipped her glasses onto the right spot, finding the clock ticking becoming louder and louder.
"It's going well. Still tired" You simply answered, fiddling your thumbs as a mechanism of forgetting the demons, which haunts you whenever there is an opportunity to taunt your life.
"Are you still together with Taehyung?" The sound of your lover's name filled your heart with harsh beating sounds, and the warmth of lava overflowing. Taehyung has been your boyfriend since the end of high school, but promised to stay by your side even though you had separate interests. He wasn't around a lot, due to his busy schedule as an idol, but it didn't stop him from checking up on you now and then.
"Yeah" You whispered, trying to hide the smile of away as Taehyung flashed across your mind. "Have you told him about you coming here?"
It was a thing you hated about yourself, more than the rest. You never told Taehyung, of what haunts you when he's not around. Being just happy and delightful in his presence, you couldn't let this go for your own sake. He didn't deserve to be held back, by what destroys only you. It wasn't a lie, that the thought had crossed paths whenever you held his face close to your own, but the moment of pure gold and happiness, told you it wasn't the right time. It was never the right time. Whatever taunted your covered gloomy mind of destruction, Taehyung's smile brought you back to life like nothing else.
"Not yet..."
"Will you consider telling him?" It was another battle of concluding, that your demons can't be hidden forever. You lost count of how many times your psychiatrist would ask you the same questions, of how your days has been or when your dreams became nightmares. Sometimes, being awake while the nightmare continued. It was your days going in the loop of grey clouds and sorrowful memories of the past playing with your present, but watching Taehyung stand at the edge with open arms, made you want to run ahead. When would the day come, where the truth came out of the other side you never dared to show him.
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"Y/N!" Arriving at your designated coffee shop, in the chilly autumn weather, Taehyung was waiting impatient at a bench under the brown-orange withered three. His shaking body of the cold coming closer with open arms as he swings your small body around, with the sound of his giggles fill your eardrums and soft warm kisses fill your skin.
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