Well my assumption was correct they don't care they never cared so I shouldn't either I mean what is the point of wasting resources that can be someone else more valued on me people are starving and as much as I'm eating I could feed a small village so that's the decision communicate as little as possible eat and drink as little as possible cause as much pain to myself as possible and remember everything I've done wrong at all times be cause if I don't then I've gotten off easy
