Lover Boy

Chapter 5

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You lost me by Christina Aguilera

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"two weeks later"

two weeks.

two fucking bloody weeks of no serenity ,happiness but most importantly.

"no love"

I try convince myself that everything was ok that he doesn't love me anymore and that.

I don't care , but deep down I know I do, everyday I told myself how ridiculous and naïve I'm for falling for him.

because He's joyful, sweet, supportive, open, very playful, gorgeous and very handsome.

okay Harry stop torturing yourself for God's sake.

Harry darling where are you? - Ashley asked

Since the little fucker left management decide is better for us to leave together, to be honest I really don't give a fuck as

she don't touch me or try begin friendly without none watching.

that freaks me out.

I'm here Ash - I called her

Oops, hi I thought you were not here baby - she said to me with a calm but suspicious tone, umh she's up to something.

No, Ash I'm staying here like have been here for about let me guess two weeks, if you wan to go out you can but I'm not - I told her with a death glare she's one of the many reasons why I cant be happy.

well, I'm not going any where however Liam, Zayn and Niall called few minutes ago and they told me to let you know that they are coming here to pick you up, so be ready baby and go and have fun - she told me with a cheesy smile, yep she's up to something.

why didn't you just told them I wasn't here? - I asked her

because harry I'm your friend whether you like it or not, I'm here for you and I know that you're hurt because of you know why, however I just you to know that I didn't know about anything that was going on in that meeting I was as confused as you were and you know I wish I can take by time and say "no" to Malcolm about the contract, I'm sorry harry please believe me.. - she said to me while she was sitting next me holding my hands tightly.

Ash baby thank you for begin such an amazing friend and yes I do believe you - I told her pressing my lips on her cheeks

she blush furiously, I chuckle at her action and I give her a cuddle and I guess it took her a moment to realise what was happening because she was kind shocked however she hug me tightly and whisper something that made my heart beat fast.

"you and I, we don't want to be like them and I would make sure we would make it until the end "

I gently pull away from her and she look at me with a wide smile on her , " she so beautiful aww"

I'm going to get ready before they come - I told her after standing up from my bed & giving her a sloppy kiss on her cheek

she giggle and I swear I had never hear such beautiful laugh before.

"yes you had you stupid dork, seriously dude what the hell is wrong with you I know she's hot and shit but you are "gay"" - my subconscious reminds me

shut up! - I yelled

"do you want me to spelled that for you or?" - she asked again

SHUT THE HELL UP IS NO YOUR PROBLEM IS MINE OK?! - I YELLED EVEN LOUDER

"nope I think I was right you're *Re-gay*" - she tease again

fuck you bitch - I told her

"Anytime, any day just tell me and I would be there, oh wait I'm all ready here so" - she told me

Harry, baby who are you talking to? - ash asked with worry eyes, shit I totally forgot I was here still, shit

erm .. none , I guess day dreaming? - I told her before rushing to the bath as fast as cool

"hahaha little harry got scared how adorable, is little harry blushing lest see those cheeks aww he's haha" - my subconscious told me

I ain't gunna listen to you la la la you see I can't hear you anymore la la la - I told her a while I was siging the sentence

"Harry, inside your head you dumb piece of shit stop begin an idiot and go out and look for Lou, you miss him don't you Hazz?" - my subconscious told me, I rolled my eyes but my beats a little faster that usual by the mention of "little fuckers" name

I don't need him, I got Ashley she loves me - I told her

Oh yes and I'm Beyoncé, oh come on HARRY stop lying to yourself and be a man and go and talk to him and ask him why he did that to you - she sass

Why you even bothered? - I asked like seriously this is fucking insane I'm talking to myself is just crazy isn't ?

Because I know you love him deep down and I know that big dick miss his daddy doesn't he?"- she ask once again

I was blushing so hard, what's wrong with me?!

Right enough of this , you mistery voice inside shut up and stop mention shit about that fucker - I told her a while I took my Shirt off and place it on the sink I did the same thing with my trousers and pants.

I start the water and i wait until it was hot enough for me to go in, after waiting I get in, the "mistery voice" comeback

"You're going to regret every single bit of this shit" - She reminds me, I ignored her and focused on my body and making sure a wash it properly.

After relaxing in the shower and making sure I was clean enough, the bathroom was really steamy, I try to reach for the towel but I feel someone body instead, my eyes wide, I hold back my scream and once again try to reach for my towel but the body was still there.

As-..ashley- I whisper

The person behind the curtains drag the curtains away and I let out a scream, oh my fucking god I think I wee myself.

Great

"Hello Harry" ...