Violet POV
I wake up to the sound of my alarm. I think to myself another day of living in hell. I get up and hop into the shower. As I'm standing there i start to cry and grab my blade and start fresh new cuts. So much for a 2 week streak. I get dressed in long sleeves and jeans and throw on my black leather boots. I plug in my ear buds and start to play my playlist. I start walking to the bus stop to see a bunch of kids.
"Shit." I mumbled.
I stand off to the side as I wait for the bus. If you haven't realized this I'm pretty much a loner. I dont like people very much. The bus finally got here and i went to the very back. I was looking out the window when someone sat next to me. I look over and see a boy with brown hair and hazel eyes, he was wearing a grin.
"Hi" He said.
I turned back to the window hoping he would leave me alone.
"I'm alex."I turned to him and gave him the dirtiest look I could give. He still kept smiling at me.
"Can't you see that I dont want to talk?" I scolded
He got up and sat next to another girl, And I turned back to the window.
*at school*
I hate school just as much as I hate people. I'm at my locker when I look over and that Alex kid is next to me with that stupid grin.
"Do you wanna talk now?" He laughed
I just glared at him.
"Real funny I replied.
I got my stuff for biology and walked away.
I thought to myself what an ass. I sit in the back of my class wanting the day to end already, so i can go home and sleep.
*school ends*
I sigh finally I can go home and sleep. I take out my phone to see I have a text from dad
Dad: stole 40 dollars to buy beer, when you get home your in trouble 😡
I whisper shit, I'm probably going to get beat again. I was trying to think what I could've done to piss him off again, but nothing came to mind. As I got onto the bus I saw Alex took my seat, I took the seat in front of him. He peakes over the seat.
"Hey, why didn't you sit next to me?"
I sat there ignoring him. It felt like years but we finally made it to my stop, I got off and headed home. I open the door to see my dad there, as soon as I looked up I felt a stingy pain on my cheek and tears came to my eyes.
" YOU OWE ME A 100 DOLLARS, WHERE IS IT BITCH !" He yelled.
I could tell he was drunk.
"Dad I only owe you 50 dollars. I whimpered.
" YOU CALLING ME A LIAR!
He kicked me to the floor, and the air got knocked out of me.
"GO TO YOUR ROOM YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!"
I ran to my room sobbing, I go into the bathroom and locked the door. I grab the blade and press it to my skin. Thinking I deserve this, he is right I am a worthless piece of shit. It felt like hours I was cutting and crying. I got in the shower and the water hitting my cuts burned like hell. I put on clothes and went to sleep hoping I wouldn't wake up tomorrow.
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Teen Fictionviolet has been cutting since 13 she is now 16 but then she meets a boy named Alex who changes everything