This world can be bad sometimes... But at the same time it could be good, maybe you don't understand it right now, even tho we should try to, maybe you will; we came to this world to be happy, not to die. In some place in some moment I saw this "Even if life is painful and though, people should apriciate what it means to be alive at all". We should try to do that, appreciating what it actually means to be alive...
Maybe people don't like you, but in someplace of this messed up world there is someone that will be there for you even if you don't think or want, there's always someone.
I was alone 13 years, in other place I saw this "It doesn't matter the relationship that it seems we have, we are completely alone in this world". I would like to add " until we find the one"
In my case, I didn't want to find it, I was fine with what I had. I used to think that being alone was the best way, not to be happy but to be in peace; being alone was the best way that people problems wont be mine too. Being alone means that nobody needs you and you need nobody, your problems, are yours and the rest of people problems are theirs. That kind of start getting lame, only staying there seeing how people suffer was, well really boring, so I tried to make "friends" to help them, it was actually interesting; they start being happy in some way, other start hating me (don't know why tho) they were actually really mean, at first I just ignored it, but with the time... It kinda hurt...
I just wanted to talk with someone, not to get myself some enemies, but that was the way everything starts... Just cause I didn't want to be alone.
