Guilt fills me as I take another bite
I tried to stop
I truely did
But I got so hungry
I didn't last long
Maybe 2 days at best
They thought I was sick
Maybe I am
The only meal I allow myself to eat
Yet I feel so guilty
Why can't I just stop eating all together
I don't want to waste anything since they are trying so hard to make me eat
But the guilt it filling up my stomach
They call me skinny
Yet I know my thighs are too big
No one will want to look at me
I look down and see a bump in my stomach
I feel tears start as I know this is what I get for eating
Is this wrong of me to feel guilty for eating?
Feel ashamed of my body people would envy?
Hate my body for feeling hungry?
