Çok Seviyorum...(Sevgili)

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Both Sanem and Jan sat behind the wheels in tense silence. Both waiting for the other to speak first and break the awkward silence.
" Sanem I.. "
" Jan I.. "
They both spoke at once.
"You first.." Jan motioned for Sanem to continue.
" I have never behaved like this Jan.. " Sanem started haltingly.
" I don't know how I agreed so readily but.. "
" It's ok Sanem.. " Jan stopped her half way. " ...This longing, this desire that I feel for you is like an ache that I live with constantly. There is no doubt in my mind that I love you and want you as my lover...but I realize that you are innocent in many ways and might want to take things slowly... " he didn't get to voice the rest as a soft pair of lips sealed his mouth with ruthless precision. Jan looked up at Sanem with a dazed expression on his face.
"I am sure too Jan, that's what I was trying to tell you. You are the first man I fell in love with, you are the first man who ignited my soul with just a look..... and I want you to be the first man to ever show me passion." Sanem whispered the last bit but Jan heard it loud like the clang of a thousand bells. He gripped the wheel hard, his knuckles white. "Are you trying to drive me crazy??" there was a raw need in his eyes that he didn't try to hide. He needed Sanem to be totally sure that they were in this together.
"No.... But I am crazy, crazy in love with you." Sanem matched his intensity as she declared her intentions in so many words.
" Then let's go, we have wasted enough time already... " Jan started the car and with precise movements turned it on the road.
Soon they reached the cabin....
Once there, Jan stopped the car and got out. Sanem tried to open the gate on the passenger side only to find it being pulled open by Jan. As she got out, her body brushed against his tantalizingly. Every nerve ending came to life at the electrifying contact and Sanem gasped audibly as Jan caged her against the car with his body. "I want to do what's right Sanem....."his voice was hoarse. "...but I don't think I could stay away from you tonight!" his lips whispered against her skin never quite making contact.
Sanem touched his face with trembling fingers and he immediately leaned into her touch. "I don't want you to hold back Jan. I need you too much.. " He kissed her then, a kiss like they have never shared before. A kiss that proclaimed their deepest desires like words never could. By the time Jan lifted his head they are both dizzy and drunk on each other's essence. He led her towards the cabin and Sanem followed him with muted steps.

Jan entered the cabin first. He switched on the dim light and turned to stare at Sanem. She stood under the soft light looking etherial. Almost like a beautiful pagan offering. There was something almost heretical about it, something that carried the frission of the ultimately forbidden. Jan slowly walked towards her and stopped as he reached her. He thrusted his fingers in her hair and lifted their heavy weight barring her vulnerable neck. He leaned in and buried his face in the hollow of her neck and inhaled deeply. Sanem shuddered at the contact and clutched his thickly muscled arms as her knees threatened to give away. "Dont ever ask me to leave you or to not follow you..." Jan whispered as he brushed his lips once over the tiny pulse at the base of her neck. Sanem made an incoherent sound as if to say no. "My life has no meaning without you in it.. " This time he tasted the throbbing pulse which seemed to intensify under his ministrations.
"You are my heart, my soul and I will cease to exist the day you no longer breathe.. " he bit down on the maddening pulse and Sanem cried out in ecstasy. He gently lapped at the wound to take away the pain that accompanied the extreme pleasure.
He lifted his head and looked into eyes half mast with delirium. He reached behind her and slowly pulled down the chain holding up her exquisite dress.
His eyes never left hers, he brushed his hand across the soft skin of her back. Her already dark eyes, darkened further with passion and another nameless emotion that threatened to shatter his control completely. As her dress pooled at her feet, he inhaled sharply at his first glimpse of her beautiful body, her modesty barely covered in scraps of blue lace. " You are like a dream, exactly like my dream... " Jan whispered as he caressed every inch of her body with his eyes.
Sanem smiled tremulously. She stood proud as a queen not conscious but secured in the feeling that to Jan she was the most beautiful woman alive. It gave her the courage to explore the beautiful man standing before her. She tugged at his shirt and freed the tails that were tucked in to his pants. Her fingers automatically reached for the buttons in his shirt. She tried to make her fingers cooperate but they fumbled with nerves and she failed to accomplish the simple task. Jan stood patiently, an indulgent lover catering to every whim of his beloved. He waited till the time Sanem made a sound of distress at not being able to free his buttons. He ripped his shirt open, buttons flying with a popping sound, eager to feel her nimble fingers on him, caressing him, loving him. Her hesitant touch a more potent aphrodisiac than any other in the world and Jan Divit was a worldly man.
Sanem stopped her exploring fingers as she reached the albatross tattoo. She traced the magnificent bird that soared proudly from his impressive chest. She leaned further and placed a kiss at the heart of the bird. Jan lost his iron control as soon as Sanem's lips made contact with his skin. He pulled her to himself and kissed her with all his pent up passion, his kiss mimicking the age old movements of love known to all men and women.
She unbuckled his pants and he kicked them away. She felt every inch of his hard body against her much softer one. He groaned with pleasure at the full body contact and swelled further as her body adjusted to cradle his much larger frame. His fingers traced her curves, the dips and hollows of her body as if he was memorizing every detail. He lifted her up and cradled her against his chest. He strode purposefully towards the room housing the only piece of luxury that he owned in this rustic cabin, a huge four poster bed covered in black silk.
He layed her gently on the bed and slid next to her. With their last vestige of clothings removed, Can kissed Sanem with a sweetness that melted away all her nerves. She kissed him back, pouring her heart and soul into it. She let him know she was ready to be his in every way there was.
Jan worshipped every inch of her with his hands and mouth till she was delirious with pleasure.
" I don't want to hurt you Sanem but it's inevitable.." Jan whispered close to her mouth. He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply to regain a modicum of control. He tested her readiness and literally passed out at how wet he finds her, how ready she is for his brand of posession. He moved in slowly, murmuring sweet nothings. He gritted his teeth at the impossible tightness he found there. The pleasure was indefinable.
Sanem closed her eyes at the first inkling of pain that she felt. But the pain soon gave way to pleasure so acute that she buried her head in his neck to muffle her cries of ecstasy.
They both moved in the age old rhythm of love. They rose as one in fire and sparks, every moment brighter than the previous and when they fell together, they were like the brightest stars collapsing together in bursts of gold and glory. Jan slowly rose above Sanen to rest on his elbows. Sanem made a tiny sound of protest as if her body mourned the loss of contact.
" I am too heavy my love" Jan crooned softly. He slid of her but pulled her body close to his and tucked her head in the crook of his neck. He kissed the top of her head and ran his fingers through her hair.
" I love you Jan...so much!" Sanem murmured once before blissful sleep claimed them both....

The End.....

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