My missing past only I can remember that last goodbye. I whisper your name looking back now why did i leave to see this place. Everyday i remember more the two of them and your happy face this world brings me nothing but pain. I watch as you try to find many ways to find this place. I get older as you do thoughts two look so beautiful if only I held them close. i travel around trying to find a way back just so I can stay. They laughed and hated that I fell in love with you I still cried and shouted your name. I found one way to head back but everything will start again. I will do it just to see your face and feel that warmth from your heart again. I watched as they got older and judging by the look on there face they found someone. Just like you and i wish I could change how all this had to end but it will all begin again. I will soon be the one that will always stay.