Better than firewhiskey - A Hinny fanfiction

Chapter 10

Harry's POV

I feel horrible. I've lost my best mate and the Weasleys propably hate me. I wish that Voldemort has managed to kill me. I look miserable. I cannot fall asleep. I cannot stop thinking about Ginny and that she propably hates me, I dont blame her, It was my fault that she lost a brother, I broke her heart a year ago dumping her, I didn't even bother to say goodbye before I went to the forrest to face Voldy, and right now I cannot even face her. I've been sitting in my room at Grimmauld place for days, I haven't eat or went to shower. One day I found a knife and nearly stabbed myself in throat, but luckily Kreacher came to stop me. 

"HARRY JAMES POTTER, OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!!!" It was Bill Weasley

"LANGUAGE, WILLIAM (His real name) WEASLEY" It was Fleur Delacour

Then Bill shouted

"DIFFINDO" And the door broke to million pieces.

"Leave me alone" I said 

Then he saw the knife on the floor, gasped and said

"What the bloody hell is this?"

"Nothing, Kreacher propably left it there, bloody elf" I lied

"'Arry, youre lying" Fleur said looking angry

"Ginny is a mess without you, and she won't make it through if you commit suicide" Bill said with serious face

"I know that I am horrible leaving her like this. she propably hates me. It was all my fault that Fred died, I broke her heart leaving her a year sgo and I didn't even bother to say goodbye before I went dying in the forbidden forrest" I said crying

"Don't talk all that shit. Fred's death wasn't your fault, and I understand why you could not say goodbye to her, but for godness sake is this all because Ron acted like an arse again"

"No, and I was the arse. I should have told him that I had no idea that Gin was there, you all propably hate me for that" I said

"Listen 'Harry, noone blamez you for that, Ginny was de one who got there when you were asleep" Fleur said. I wondered why she had been so quiet, usually she wants to say her opinnion right away.

"Come on now Harry, come to the Burrow with us" Bill said

"No, I cannot" I said

"Fine. Bill, at 3. one, two,," Fleur said. they both came close and I bet they were trying to apparate with me. I step back and Bill said "Petrificus Totalus".  I fell to the ground "Damnit" I said. "Sorry, but we 'ave to do it" Fleur said apologizing. They took my hands and forced me to apparate with them. We landed to the Weasleys kitchen. I fell to the ground while the other two landed softly.

"Mommy, Dada"Victoire, Bill's and Fleurs 1yo old daughter screamed from Mollys arms. 

"Oh, seems like you two managed" Molly said looking me pittying. 

"Oh, sorry" Bill said and removed the spell from me.

"Harry!! " Hermione yelled and came to hug me.

"Mate, I dunno what to say. I am so sorry. If I would have killed you, I couldnt live with myself" Ron said. He looks as miserable as me, he has dark bags under his eyes. I hug him and say

"I forgive you"