My Principal | Jackson [ GONNA RE-EDIT SOON]

16 ; Move On

I have to move on. I need to move on... Because, it's hard for me to falling' in love with you. Especially when i already knew you're belongs to someone else. That's someone inside your heart. She's more beautiful than me, more rich than me, more popular than me and... More worthy that me...

"Dear, wake up." I still don't open my eyes. Not even make a move. "Dear, are you crying?" She said. She touch my side. Wanna wake me up. She remove the tears away from my cheeks. I wide open my eyes. Looking at my mom who seating next to me. Looking at me in curiously.

I pulling her toward my embrace. I don't know why, but i start crying. The tears flowing hard through my cheeks. "What's happened? Did you get a nightmares?" She said. Rubbing my back.

"Mom, can i not going to the school today?" I said. Still hugging her tightly. She let go of my embrace. Facing me. "Are you ok? Still don't feel well?" She said. Touching my forehead. Checking me.

I nodded. "It's ok. You don't have to go if-
"Y/N! Let's go walk to school together!" Someone's said in loudly from outside of my house. "Who's that?" My mom asking me. I just shrugged. Doesn't have any clue who is it.

My mom walking out from my room. Walking downstairs toward the front door. "I'm sorry, but who are you?" She said. "Oh, pardon me ma'am. I'm so rude to yelling in front of your house. I'm Bambam, Y/N's best friends. We're actually a neighbour. I'm live around this area." He said.

"Oh, nice to meet you, Bambam." My mom said. "I'm sorry about my attitude early. I actually wanna walk together with Y/N to the school. May i?" He said.

"Oh, actually Y/N is not well today. So, she can't go to the school today." My mom said. "What? She's sick? Its that bad? Can i see her?" He said in curious tone. "Oh, no. She's not that bad. Just she don't feel well. Oh, yeah. Sure. You can see her. Come in." My mom invite him.

I heard a footsteps at the stairs walking toward my room. But, it's not a single footsteps. It's like that's another person with my mom. My door open and it showed my mom and bambam following her. "Y/N, your friend coming wanna visit you." Mom said. My gaze turn to bambam. "Hey, are you ok?" He said. Walking toward me. Take a seat at the edge of my bed. "I'll leave you guys alone." My mom said. Walking out of my room. She pull the door and close it.

After she leave, i start crying back. "Hey, what's happened?" He said. He touch my side. Looking at my face. Waiting my answer. "I'm in suffer right now, bambam." I said. Tears flowing through my cheeks hardly. "Why? What's you suffering of?" He said. "I'm suffering for loving someone's that belong to another person..." I said. When I'm talking about it, my head flashing to the moment of last night.

He look so happy. Without me...

He bring me toward his embrace. Rubbing my back to calm me down. I crying at his shoulder. "Hey, it's ok. I felt you. I know how's pain is to falling in love with someone that's belongs to another person. It's really hurt. You can just let all your pains out loud." I reaching his side. I hugging him tightly.

After along time we had hugged, we released the embrace from each other. We facing toward each other. When I'm facing him, i saw a tears escape from his eyes. I swipe the tears away from his cheeks. He also doing the same thing on me.

"We're really loser right? Loved someones that's will not belongs for us..." I said. "Yeah, such a loser..." He said. We stares toward each other in a long time. Suddenly, we let out a laugh toward each other after broke the stare.

We meet each other gaze again. With a little rest of laugh from early. A smile appears on our faces. He pulling me back toward his embrace. He place his hands on my head. Stroking my hairs while i'm respond his hug by hugging him back. We tighten our hug.

"Even we're loser, but i know that we're strong enough to handle it. I know we can do it. We're strong!" He said. Give some motivate to us.

Yeah, his right... We're strong! We don't need people who blind for our loves, who doesn't know how to appreciate people's attention and who is fool to not knowing others people love that they're already give for them... Idiots!

We released the hug. After that, i staring at him in other second. "What? Is that something on my face?" He chuckle.

*Bambam's part

"What? Is that something on my face?" I said.

'why is her looking at me like that? Is it really have something on my face?' i thought.

I touching my face. That's nothing on my face. Suddenly, i feel a pair of lips landing on my right cheek. My eyes widen. My face become red.

'was she really kiss me on my cheek right now?' i thought

My heart throbbing really fast and my face being so hot.

"Thank you." She said. "F-for wh-what?" I said shuttering. "For everything." She answer. "For being my first desk mate,for being my friend, for being the first to talked to me and thank you for being by my side when i really needed it." She cupping my face, "i really appreciate that." She add. She smile at me so do i.

"Hey, let's go eat. I'm really hungry right now." She whine. Pouting on her lips while rubbing her stomach.

"Haish, arasso. Let's go." I said.

"Yeay! Let's go!" She said. Jumping around. She so excited. She pulling my hands and bring me to the kitchen. But, suddenly she stop her steps. She turning back in slowly. Facing me while her hands at her mouth. She gasped. She looks like she just realized something.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't dragged you to my problem. And now, you're already late to go to school." She said.

"That's it? I thought that you've missing something. You scared me." I said. " It's ok. I actually, doesn't felt to wanna go to the school. The reason i'd forced myself, it because i can walk together with you. But, you said that you didn't go to school. So, that's good. I can hang up with you." I add.

"Ya! You're such a lazy!" She said. I chuckled. I wrapping my right arm around her neck. "Let's go. I'm hungry." I said.

"Hey, after we ate, let's watch Netflix." She suggest. "Everything is ok. As long as i still can hang up with you."

What such a great day... For a 'loser'...

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"Love is hurt. But, being in love with someone's who doesn't love us, is more hurtful..."

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