I'm trapped
I just wanna scream
No one heard me
I just want to be happy again
I feel this rage bubble inside of me
I seclude myself in this room
For your benefit
They say I'm not depressed
They say I'm fine
That's it's all in my head
But they don't know
I go to bed and can't cry
It's just nothing
I feel nothing really
Just anger and sadness
Please try to understand
I'm not suicidal
Just numb
It's dark in here
No not just the room
My mind tells me that I'm okay
My body tells me to run
My heart tells me to breathe
Because I'm drowning in this life
I think I'll just go sleep more
It's all I do anyways
