You say things you don't mean...
I try to take it lightly but I can't
Your words echo through my head
And the more I tell you I can't take it
The more you say things to me
The more I want to relieve myself of pain
The more a stare at the container that holds that object
The more I want to use the shiny,sharp object
The more my skin redness
The more I want to die
And yet you still don't notice