When I cut watching my blood .
playing music to smooth my pain.
I promise I'll stop
but I can't .
My dad drunks.
My mom complains.
Leave my mind open with worry's.
I said softly almost done.
When my pain gets num
I'll but even deeper
Until I'll almost done
Smiling softy
But crying even louder
Just listen
One year clean
But fear for tomorrow
For am almost done
