The Gang

[03]

|Jeanna|

I slowly got down and started picking all the trash up off the floor. I stop once I heard my phone ringing. I rushed over to it and smiled once I saw my sister number.

"Hello."

"Hey sis what are you doing?"

"Nothing just cleaning, how about you?"

"I just finished my homework, so I'm watching tv."

"Ok that sounds good, how have you been? I haven't heard from you in a while."

"Well I got in trouble at school, and mom took my phone from me."

I frown some, "Why you got in trouble?"

"Some kids at school was bothering me, and we got into a fight."

"What? Can you tell me why you was the one in trouble if you was getting pick on."

"Well since I never told anyone nobody didn't believe me, and you know mom don't believe in violence."

I bawled my fist up careful on what not to say because I don't want her "mom" hearing me. That woman can be so ugh at times. Its ok if you're perfect and all, but everyone else is not perfect therefore you don't be so hard on my little sister making sure she is.

"How your painting and drawing going?"

"Omg thank you for reminding me, someone bought my drawing for $200."

"Wow Kerry, I'm so happy for you. I'm glad you found something you love, but promise me you wont blow your money like that if you start selling them."

"I promise I won't, and guess what Jeanna."

"Wassup."

"I have a boyfriend."

I stopped moving for a minute. She have a boyfriend? I never had a boyfriend. My life was far too complicated for that, but she have one. She finally got to have a boyfriend before me.

"Wow Kerry...uh what's his name?"

"Christian."

I rolled my eyes, "Oh well please be careful, I don't want your heart being broken."

"Don't worry, and mom told me to be careful too because she don't wanna be a grandma. I laughed at her because I do not want any kids. I told her I will leave all that for you. I actually can't wait to hear about you having a baby. I will be the best auntie ever for them."

My breathing started getting a little funny so I tried to drink some water. Hearing her made me feel sad about killing the baby, but it also made me sad that I can't be happy with my first child because of some piece of shit. I felt my eyes water up some, and I knew then I should get off the phone.

"Umm Kerry please call me back later, I have things to do right now. I'm so sorry to cut this conversation short."

"Oh ok I love you Jeanna."

"I love you too Kerry."

I hung up the phone and threw it on the couch. I got down on the floor starting to feel my heart race. I cried silently to myself feeling so helpless and fuck up. Why did he do that to me? What the fuck is wrong with people? What is wrong with me? I wish my dad was here, I miss him so much. Dad please help guide me somewhere away from everyone. I'm trying to get Kerry, but I think I should let her stay with her new family.

|Ricky|

"Come on before someone see us man," He whispered yelled at me.

"Boy fuck them. We are two grown motherfuckers, and we don't have to keep hiding what we doing."