Poems Of Mine

Poems Of Mine: Part 2

Sin Disorder

Why was I even born?

Slowly deteriorating each time I eat

Maybe one step can lead me away from death

But it's too late now

Why even bother?

The doctors say I don't have long

I wish I could be that girl

Walking on the runway

With that perfect body and gorgeous hair

She can wear any dress she wants

But not me

I wish I had a handsome young- man who would love me no matter what

But what guy would love a fat, lazy, disgusting women like me

I haven't cleaned my house in weeks

I haven't been outside in days

Listening to the T.V eating away at my eyes

Canceling out the last bit of reality I have

Lost in a world that I envy so much

I can't stand it

But I'm too lazy to break what the future holds

At least I'll go out like a light

So, until that day comes

I'll just be sitting here, waiting and waiting and waiting

Until I can't wait anymore

Lost In The Sea Of Sins

I'm lazy

I don't like sharing

I can't control my anger

I can't stop being jealous

I can't stop eating what I love

I can't stop feeling this love I have for you deep inside

I can't stop being so happy with myself

So why do I feel like I need to stop

These are considered sins, right?

So, don't I need to stop?

But my mind keeps revisiting these sins

Over and over and over again

Until I am fully sinful to the naked eye

"What are you doing?"

"Don't say that"

"Control yourself"

I'm trying, but I can't

Each time I walk, or talk, or move

There's a sin that's arguing to crawl out of me

But I try to keep it inside

So no one can judge me, so no one will see what my sins can do

It's like a curse that I can't control

That's eating me alive

As I am lost in the sea of sins

A Sinner's Mind

I wonder what happens if a person lived with all the seven deadly sins

Would they be considered as truly sinful?

Or would they be considered as the devil?

Which sin would fully take over all the time?

Pride is being too proud all the time

Greed is the desire to have more money

Lust is an intense feeling for sexual desire

And the list goes on

I wonder, what goes on in there mind when they think of a sin?

"Wow, after eating four pieces of pie, I still want more."

"Her dress is so pretty and I just looked like someone died. I wish I could be like her."

"I just felt like beating somebody up today, so I did."

"Why bother getting up, when I have this couch to lay on."

It's not like I haven't committed a sin

And it's not like wanted to, but

Some sins just can't be controlled

Although some people get over it

Others can't

And the longer they stay having that sin

The more they're committed to it

Hey, guys. These are some poems from a topic that I did in my class. I hope you like them and sorry if the first two poems sound a little depressing and if your wondering, no, these are not based on my real life. Have a nice day. Bye ;3