Dear Nobody, 12|12|18
I'm Not Exactly Sure How To Do This Sorta Thing, So.. I'm Just Gonna Go With It And See What Happens.
Now, I'm Not Sure How Often I'll Write These, But I Guess We'll Figure That Out.
Now, Recently I've Met A Celebrity (Or Whatever You Wanna Call Them) Who's Very Important To Me And Who's Made A Very Big, Positive Impact On My Life. They Talked To Me A Lot And Gave Me Lots Of Hugs, And They Gave Me The Best Night Of My Life. It's All I've Been Able To Think About, And It Feels Like It's Slowly Breaking Me, If I Think About It Too Much, I Realize How Happy I was And How I've Never Been That Happy Before, I Thank Them Very Much For That Night, But It Hurts. I Really Miss Them And That Feeling. And It's So Crazy How One Person Who Barely Knows You, Could Make You So Incredibly Happy. But It's Also Crazy How Awful One Person Could Possibly Feel, And Usually For No Reason At All. It Hurts More When You Have A Reason, Well, Depending On Said Reason, It Hurts More When You Feel Stupid For Having The Reason You Do, No Matter How Much You Know It's Not Stupid At All, You Cant Help It. Heh, It's Funny How I'm Saying You, Like I'm Talking About Somebody Other Than Me..
It Just Makes Me Angry When I Think About That Night And I Can Barely Remember What Happened Or What Was Said, Just Things Here And There And Tiny Bits Of Similar Things, Because How Could I Forget The Only Thing That Made Me That Happy.
Anyways.. It's Late So My Brain Isn't Working Too Well At The Moment, So I Cant Think Of What Else To Write..
Until Next Time..
Sincerely, Nobody
