Ashyneia's POV (ashineya)
As I sat under a huge mango tree watching the stars from above. I can't help but to smile, I always wanted to reach those stars since I was a kid. My mom said when she's still alive everything what will you see is to believe. Nang mag alas diyes na ay agad na akong tumayo at naglakad patungo sa bahay.
At nang pagpasok ko sa bahay ay wala si papa sa sala kaya agad na akong umakyat at pumasok na ako sa kwarto. Agad akong napahiga sa kama ng bigla akong nakaramdam ng bigat sa sarili.
"Mom, I miss you so much" bulong ko at bumuhos ang mga taksil kong luha. You're such a weak shy, you said that you will not cry anymore, I'm so stupid.
Ipipikit ko sana ang mga kawawa kong mga mata ng biglang may narinig akong bulabog sa baba kaya agad akong na alerto at pinihit ang pinto, lalabas sana ako ng marinig ko ang boses ni papa at ang boses ng isang babae kaya agad kong sinara ang pinto at pinatay ang ilaw. I hate you dad, you already forget mom. Pagkatapos kong umiyak ay agad na akong nakatulog.
Paggising, I immediately get up from the bed when my alarm clock rang, I quickly do my daily routine at lumabas. Pagbaba ko ay agad nabugad sakin ang napakaruming sala, and there.... I saw my naked dad and the bitch while their bodies are covered with a blanket and still sleeping in our big sofa. I immediately walk going to the kitchen to prepare a breakfast for myself. Minutes passed narinig ko nalang na may nahulog sa sala kaya I immediately walk, then... Nakita ko nalang si papa na nandun sa sahig kaya agad akong tumalikod at sumigaw, I heard him saying something
"Baby why are you-"
"Dad you are naked!?cover your self!?please?!" Sigaw ko
"Babe what happened-"
"You have a daughter?" Gulat niyang tanong kaya wala sa oras akong napalingon sa kanila, her expression was shocked while me still serious. Dad immediately get up from the floor while holding an another blanket to cover his naked body and walk towards me, I gave him a disgraceful look then walk out
"Baby please let me explain!" Pahabol nitong sabi
"Anak dyan ka lang wag kang aalis!" And then I stop and look at him
"Why are you still controlling me?you're not my dad anymore, you're now a stranger to me, don't you see?you're out everynight and then you bring some girls in our house dad!you're a shameless person ah.. Not a shameless cause you are selfish!?you didn't even bother to know how I feel when you brang some sluts?!now should I call you dad?should I?!dad I don't know you anymore since mom died!you know what?I don't have a dad like you" at tuluyan ko na silang tinalikuran at agad kinuha ang bag ko sa kusina dining area at agad lumabas sa bahay. Habang naglalakad papuntang unibersidad di mapigilan ang pag agos ng aking luha.
"Mom I wish you were here with me" bulong ko
"I'm always by your side my angel" agad akong mapatigil sa paglakad ng makarinig akong boses. That voice... Is it...
"Mom?"maluha luha kong tanong. Di ako nagkakamali sa narinig ko I heard mom's voice"Mom where are you?! I need you!"biglang lumakas ang hangin kaya nagsitaasan yung mga balahibo ko
"Mom I need you..."and then... Naramdaman ko nalang na nakahiga na ako sa semento and everything went black.
Author' Note:
Wag malito sa ashyneia mga readers ok? Hey about sa title wag malito sa pag say ha?easy lang naman yun andun lang nga yung title sa webster, ano kasi delusion yung si nearch kasi biglang nag pop yung delusion at need ko daw itong i seach and yeah... Dun ko nakita ang title na.. Ano ba yun? Basta yun na!hehe sooo.... Sorry kung short lang yung chapter 1 la kase akong maidagdag kaya seeyah nalang sa mext chapter.
Nagmamahal,
Si miss author
