"I don't want to be a cliche, I want to be myself different and unique."
Only after so many hours, was I able to come up with this catchy yet satisfying short quote.
Today I feel self motivated so in that note I m going to recall myself being a super weird girl.Me being a weirdo;
~Inside my house I am super crazy, When no one is at home I talk to my invisible friends, audiences and yeah I practice acting all alone. In front of my invisible audience I become an M.C with a plastic bottle mic in my hand. I attend interviews and yeah I m the interviewee and also the interviewer. I talk to my own reflection.~ I m super imaginative. My mind is very strong and active that in a very short notice it does everything, for instance being a super woman and kicking my enemies and yeah becoming a kpop idol for sure.
~When I feel like singing my heart out my best place is the veranda or porch especially in the evening and it feels more interesting at night cause I get to feel the cool breeze and star gazing. I sing sing sing and sing so loud disturbing my neighbors and embarrassing myself most of the time but once I start I don't care. Once a boy saw me jumping and singing in my veranda and he started to laugh in my face. It's ok.*covers my face*
~ My jokes are not funny at all they say but I don't agree. So whenever I crack a joke no one laughs but it's only me who laughs at my own jokes. Seriously they are really funny but I don't know 🤷♀️ why others don't laugh.
~ I easily tear up that way I am an emotional fool. If the movies and books are sad I cry because I m sad. When I m super sad, stressed with the problems, touched and most probably immensely happy I cry. I don't know I really can't control. My sister always laughs at me when she sees me reading a book and crying. I feel bad and sad for the characters in the book.
I cried when Professor dumbledore and Prof. Snape died in the Harry Potter series, my poor prof. Snape dies *sobs* Prof. Snape shouldn't die he was soo good. After I m done crying I laugh because I feel funny looking at myself.~ I m jealous of dogs for being sooo loyal. I m also loyal but dogs are more competent.
~ I love my elder sister and my little brothers but I tell them I hate them. *when angry I lie..lies like that*
~I want to befriend a psychopath. I want to know them and help them if I can.
~ I smile and my sadness are gone because it's funny.
~ If I was to choose between becoming a princess or just being a normal teenager. I want to be a normal teenager. Man!!! normal is beautiful in it's own way.
P.s I m growing up weird.😜😜😜