[✔️] you are here ; huang renjun

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thirteen years of age ; 2013

I lost nainai this year when I was thirteen . I cried for hours at the hospital while waiting for the flat line . there was still some heartbeat and I held onto you .

even when I got home to the empty one , you didn't leave me and kept on comforting me . I felt safe in your arms and I didn't want that to end .

you were there with me when I had my real first fall .