Black sheep

Chapter 6

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I just caught my brother having sex with my crush Keon. I'm not sure how we started fighting. I'm not sure who came at who first. At least not in that minute. All I remember is that we are finally letting out everything we feel about each other. I'm so upset that he's having sex with Keon and he seems so upset that I invaded their privacy. We end out in the front area. We are going at it.

I'm hitting Jamison in the back of his head as hard as I can. Jamison is attempting to bite me. I'm not even letting him close. All the times that he fucked with me were all coming back at him. I drag him close to the edge. I swear I'm going to throw his ass over.

He attempts to push me but I get him to the ground. I pin him using my knees.

And I start beating his ass.

I beat his ass for every time he's lied. I beat his ass for every time he tried to pull that manipulative stuff. I beat his ass for everything that he's ever done.

"STOP! STOP IT!" Keon tells me.

Keon manages to grab me off of my brother and back towards the threshold of the hotel room. At this point people are coming outside to see what is going on. They've come just in time to see what is left of my brother. He has a bloody nose. He's still trying to fight running at me. I don't know what Keon says to calm him down but I don't wait. I'm back in Jamison's face and the only thing that is separating us is Keon.

"That's what you get," I tell him, pointing at his bloody face.

"Look what he did to me?" Jamison is telling Keon, "That little fucking jealous faggot broke my fucking nose."

Maybe he expects Keon to fight for him. Maybe Keon would have fought for him. I never get to find out because someone screams something about calling the cops. I think it is the manager of the Ditch hotels. I'm not sure.

"I didn't want to do it. He keeps fucking poking at me," I state.

"LEAVE!" Keon tells me.

"How could you not tell me you were fucking him?" I ask Keon.

It wasn't even about me wanting to be with Keon. Of course I wanted to be with Keon. This was more than that though. Keon was supposed to be my best friend. The least he could do was fucking tell me that he was having sex with my brother especially since he knew we had been going through all this family drama regarding my brother's sexuality. The whole time Keon had him bent over giving him the dick and saying how he didn't believe that my brother would fuck Brian?

Seriously?

Now I knew why Keon didn't believe what I was saying about Brian. He was in denial. He was denial about the fact that his lover wasn't just his.

Jamison was for everyone.

"Fuck it," I tell him, "Make sure that motherfucker stays away from me."

We had gone far this time. We'd hit each other before. My brother Joyous was the KING of the backhand when he was trying to dominate people. This was different though. Jamison and I fought like we were enemies who never knew nothing about each other.

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I'm back at Keon's house. I'm packing my things. I can't stay here. The truth is I'm beyond pissed at everything that has gone on. The truth is I hate Keon's fucking guts right now. I hate Jamison. I'm so upset that by the time Keon gets to the house I'm literally standing in front of the freezer with the door open attempting to cool down. My blood pressure is so high that I feel faint.

The first thing Keon says to me shows me where his loyalty lies.

"You didn't have to beat his ass like that," Keon tells me.