You dont know what its like. You dont understand. To for one minute
you're a happy person enjoying life and living a fantasy, then suddenly you feel as if you don't understand and the world is crumbling down on you. You don't get it. You say its just me being silly and childish for feeling like a different person. Grow up. That's all i hear. So for so long i try shutting it out. All you want is a reaction you say. No. All i need, is help. No, you say. You say i just need to relax. Oh. I get it. How am i supposed to relax when it feels as if one hundred eyes fall on me as i make a fool of myself. And the only ones who want to help are the ones who don't understand, but still. Try. You say its a silly excuse. No. It's just the many faces. That i carry.
