CLASS 1-A┊Bakugou K. song ref ‣timeless by nct 「 ENGRAVED IN STONE 」
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AS THE DAYS WENT BY, the pain that seeded itself in your heart grew bigger and dispersed through every inch of your being.
you missed him.
you missed bakugou.
thoughts about him clouded over your mind and made you cry heavily like a rainstorm.
tossing and turning in your bed, you finally settled on a comfortable position and whipped out your phone to distract yourself; however, upon opening it, your eyes watered at the sight of your lockscreen of you and bakugou.
a bitter smile was brought to your lips. you vividly remembered the moment you took this picture as clear as day.
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"damn it, [name], you look fine okay! stop fixing your hair!" bakugou huffed into his scarf. the frost that nipped as his skin caused it to turn red– or was he blushing?
you giggled in response and noted how pink his cheeks were, "did you just compliment me?" your teasing caused bakugou to blush harder, much to his disliking. "shut up! it's just the cold! now hurry up and take the stupid picture!"
you laughed at his reaction and proceeded to take the picture. quickly before bakugou could stop you, you propped yourself up on your tippy-toes and kissed his cheek before the shutter closed.
"what the fu–!"
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you loved that picture and the memory behind it, but that's what it was– nothing but a memory. you loved him so much and you still do, but it felt wrong. bakugou broke up with you. he ripped your heart out and all of the moments you spent together, and tossed it out a window as if you meant nothing to him.
was everything he said just a lie? he didn't even give you a reason as to why he wanted to end it with you.
you were suddenly pulled back into reality and away from your toxic thoughts when you heard your doorknob rattle.
"hey [name]," a familiar voice resonated from behind you. turning around, you noticed that it was kirishima, bakugou's best friend as well as yours. "i just came by to check up on you. i also brought you some food because i know you haven't been eating." kirishima said with a sincere yet small grin.
he'd always been so helpful and caring— without him, you would've definitely lost your mind more than you already had. "thank you kirishima, i really appreciate you."
"it's no problem at all! anyways, you look.. so tired. when was the last time you slept?"
a nervous laugh escaped your throat since you had to think about the last time you got a full 8 hours of sleep. "i don't know.."
kirishima knew how hard the breakup was on you and he was genuinely concerned about your health, but he also knew that bad habits were hard to get rid of and he could only say so much.
"..how is he?" you asked quietly, barely making it out to be a whisper.
the frown on kirishima's face deepened. "[name], i–"
"please tell me, kirishima." you sat up from your bed and stared at him with hopeful eyes. he was worried, but you deserved to know.
"he moved on."
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it had been four months since you last thought about your relationship with bakugou. the void that he left within you was now filled with happiness and content, and you were grateful that you were able to pull yourself out of the darkness.
or so you thought.
just when you were finally receiving closure for yourself, the front door to your house opened wide to reveal a disheveled bakugou in all his glory.
"what the fuck?" you blurted out of confusion, noticing how he still had his spare key to your house.
"we need to talk." he said sternly, closing the door shut behind him.
"oh no, i don't think so. you don't get to ignore me for god knows how long, and then show up uninvited out of nowhere, saying that we need to talk." you walked past bakugou and opened the door back open as a gesture for him to leave. "get out of my fucking house."
bakugou's face stayed stone-cold but there was a tinge of underlying guilt in his eyes. "[name], i still love you."
now you were angry.
scoffing at his words, you slammed the door back shut. "okay, then why did you break up with me?"
"i was fucking scared, alright?!" he yelled, feeling frustrated and vulnerable. he hated admitting to his feelings; it made him feel weak to know that someone was able to tear down his walls and see him under a new light. "falling in love fucking scared me and i couldn't do it anymore."
"and you dated someone immediately after?"
"fuck them, they were just a fucking rebound."
you couldn't find any words to say by his sudden confession. truthfully, you were taken aback, but you held your ground.
"bakugou, you can't do this to me." all of the repressed feelings washed over you and resurfaced. you still loved him, and he still loved you— but you couldn't be with him. not after all he put you through.
"cut the bullshit, i know you still love me." his eyebrows narrowed yet shook as if he was forcing himself to look angry.
"..i do. but after what you put me through, i can't be with you anymore." you spoke softly, reaching your hand to open the door again.
"you need to leave, bakugou. please."
and with that, his stone-cold expression eased into one that looked solemn, although it was hard to read. without a word, bakugou made his way to the door, but before he walked out, he pulled out the spare key he held and held it out for you to take.
"goodbye, bakugou. i wish you the best." his piercing red eyes stared into yours and you confidently stared back, never faltering from his gaze.
you were stubborn, and very set in your views and beliefs. he didn't expect you to take him back with open arms; he hurt you and he knew it, but he still found himself at your house with his walls torn to the ground.
bakugou messed up the one great thing he had in his life, and he knew that you were never going back to him.
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a/n: this was very self-indulgent and i wrote this in my notes app on my phone at 3am while listening to timeless. i hope y'all don't mind it being lowercase sjdkdkd i was lazy to change it
a/n (jan. 1, 2021): yikes.... god how sad was i when i wrote this :|
