hey so yesterday i hung out with my bestfriend and he kept laughing and kept being happy. It felt great making him smile. i feel like im so ready to ask him if he likes me like i like him. But he just got out of a relationship and i really want to punch the girl who played with his heart. Ugh i wish i could just show him how a girls love really is but he probably won't ever be with me. Oh and amir (my ex which im still in love with) wants me back and thalia my girl bestfriend ships me with zion my friend.ugh so much to deal with i cant think straight. ugh i just wanna die im done with all of this drama