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[ i forgot to change the date of the image sorryand i swear this is the only long chapter everything else is short.]
16.12.20
dear jungwoo,
do you still remember me? i'm pretty sure not, but that doesn't really matter. it never did matter.
it's really sad to say that i still love you. i never stopped loving you. when you left, it broke my heart and i felt like a part of me was gone.
i was and always will be a romanticist, always cheesy, sending letters instead of texts. however, i don't regret those letters. i don't regret falling for you. i never did.
i remember when i would patiently wait everyday for the mailman. i would stay outside for hours for your letters. each one of them held a special place in my heart.
it is our 5th anniversary today, so happy anniversary. stay healthy and enjoy your life. i don't expect a present, or a miracle but here is my gift to you.
all the letters we have written to each other. from me to you. read them for entertainment when you are bored, feeling unmotivated, or even just for nostalgic purposes. they may not matter to you anymore, but they mean the world to me.
my friends kept telling me to go out, and find someone to spend your life with, but i can't do that when i still like you, can i?
you're really selfish, you know that right? leaving me when i was still head over heels for you.
how's s.m? i highly doubt that you will find this box since you are always so busy with your schedules. but that tiny bit of hope is enough.
you should really thank me. i made your life easier.
i was your first love, your first date, your first friend.
and you were mine too.
but i'm letting you go.
letting go of all the memories we had. letting go of your cute smile. your giggles. your roses. your cheesy pickup lines. your little seal claps. your quiet voice. your love. you.
yes, i said it. i'm letting go of you. all my love for you. everything. it may hurt and take some time, but i will let you go. a thank you would be nice.
but i should thank you too.
for making me feel like the happiest girl alive. for making those butterflies dance in my stomach. for making those fireworks explode in my head.
for making me know what is love. for caring and being there for me. for being you.
so this is getting long, so i'll end it now. enjoy reading those letters :)
stay healthy and happy, i'll miss you.
-p.je
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