Hey.. I'm Melody Janna Lynn.
Also known as the geeky girl or the school slut.
Just because I'm smart it doesn't make me geeky or
if I went out with one guy doesn't make me a slut.
Anyway!
I'm 16 year's old. And I get bullied every day.
My mother abuse's me sometimes and my father
he past away five year's ago. My mother was so depressed
she started taking drug's and drank a lot.
I look a little bit diffrent now than the picture above, I have glasses.
Nobody loves me... Maybe God does.. Maybe he doesn't..
I used to have friend's but they weren't my real friend's
they used me and made me do all kind's of stuff at first I did it all
because I just wanted to fit in and be cool.
But then when I found out all the bad stuff about them
I tried to avoid them each day.
One day I was at the forest where I relax when they took me and
threw me down the well.. They wanted me to die.
I was lucky that a couple of people were there to get me out.
The next day at school they told me if I ever tried to tell anyone
they would hurt me badly.
I'm so lucky I have a few friend's now.
I tried to tell my mum but she was hardly ever home and if she was
she didn't listhen I gave up all together.
Your probably also wondering about my name.. Melody...
When I was younger my father and mother loved instrument's and
had a whole music room when I was born they named me Melody because
they loved listhening to me sing and play instrument's.
Ten year's after that my daddy past away and my house became a guitar
without string's. My mother moved house's and we came here to California..
And it was a living hell for me.
Now I want to tell you my story...
My diary.
