one direction spanking story

Don't Say That

depression was running through the house and nothing was getting better, the boys were just off tour and was on a couple months of break.

Louis's POV

the boys were in there room and I was still asleep until zayn came in looking sleepy

" louis buddy you need to get up, I know it will be hard to get up but we need to go to a dentist appointment today" zayn said to me

" FUCK OFF DICK I HATE YOU" I yelled and began to cry into my pillow

" don't talk to me that way mister" he said slapping my now exposed bum

I cried harder

" look I know it's hard but please louis just get up" zayn said starting to cry

" I'm sorry zayn but why should I get up if someday I'm going to die anyway" I said hugging and crying into his chest

" I know but I'm just trying to look out for you" he said holding me

^^^ 3 hour later ^^^

I went to zayns room because I could tell he was sad and maybe worse than the rest of us,when I got there he was sleeping,but I noticed his arm was bleeding

I picked his arm up to get a better look and I saw cuts up his arm! his eyes fluttered open from me touching his arms

he awoke to see my shocked face

" louis I'm sorry" he said with tears in his eyes

" why zayn why" I asked crying

" because I'm gonna die anyway right?" he answered making aware that this was my fault now

"yeah we are" I said running out of the room and locking myself in the bathroom, I took out my razor

CUT

CUT

CUT

" I'm gonna die anyway" I said

CUT

CUT

CUT

" louis are you okay?" Harry called

" I'm fine" I said crying my eyes out

" louis open the door now" Niall called

" no I'm fine " I tried to make myself sound convincing

" louis William Tomlinson open this door right now!!" Liam scolded

" no I promise I'm fine" I shouted back in return

" LOUIS WILLIAM OPEN THIS DOOR I DONT WANT YOU HURTING YOURSELF" zayn yelled

" MY LIFE IS WORTHLESS"I screamed and punched the mirror breaking it , when I heard the key go in the lock as the door swung open

the boys were horrified at the sight of my arms

" louis what have you done ?" Niall whispered and ran off to his room

I collapsed on the floor from the amount of blood loss and everything went black

the next thing i see is the ceiling , I was laying on my bedroom floor , zayn soon came in and hugged me

" louis the boys really showed how much they are impressionable on our actions today, " I looked confused as he said

" louis the boys are at the doctor because they all had a break down,they cut themselves " zayn said curling up into a ball and cried

all I could do was hug him and cry with him

we just sat there until three bandaged boys walked through the door,we all cuddled and soon the three healing boys were asleep

" louis?" zayn asked

" yeah?" I replied

" look we both sent a horrible example for the boys and they got hurt because of it and I think we both need to learn a lesson"he said and I nod agreeing him

" I know and I should be first, I said words I should have gotten help for" I said pulling my pants down , giving Zayn the brush and bending over his knee

"look louis because your hurt enough I'm going to give you 25" zayn said

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

" are you okay baby" he said sitting my on his lap, I wasn't crying but my bum hurt

he laid over my lap and clung to my leg

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

we snuggled for a while until we went to my room , we rubbed each others sore bums and fell asleep