Let Go

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His Pov~

No. You're not worthless.

I wanted to answer her question so much. But something held me back.

That girl I was with,

She was my childhood bestfriend. I discovered she had depression. And I also discovered that she likes me.

When I told her I had someone, she almost killed herself and I was forced being with her.

I never told her. I was too afraid of her reaction. I thought that she would leave me.

But I never thought about the consequences when I won't tell her.

Being with my childhood bestfriend is nice. But it's different when I'm with her.

It feels so different.

It was OK for the first months being with my childhood bestfriend. But after those months she changed. She became more and more demanding.

We always have fights.

I would always end up forgiving her because of her condition. And it was unfair.

It became like hell.

She isn't my bestfriend.

Not anymore.

  I would always end up going outside, clubbing, drinking, and sometimes I would end up waking in with a girl I don't even know.

I knew she suspected something but she always seem to shrug it off.

I thought it was fine.

That this secret would be safe.

But she knows more than I do.

She knew all along.

But she kept quiet.

Because she trusted me.

I hugged her tightly, whispering 'I'm sorry' and 'I love you' but she keeps on trying to push me away while shaking her head and mumbling 'no'.

And it hurts.

Seeing the one you love trying push you away.

"You were lucky someone loves you truly." She said as she stopped trying to push me away.

"But even trees with roots burried deep under the ground get carried away by storms."

"My love for you was like the tree. It was so deep. But you kept on hurting me, you kept sending storms and..."

"It slowly Let Go."

"Let's break up.
This is all bullshit."

I flinched when she cursed. She doesn't usually do that.

"Don't." I said holding her tighter.

"Let go." She said firmly.

"Please." I begged.

"Enough is enough. Time to find a new toy Jeon." She said as she finally pushed me away with a smirk on her face.

***

So...
THE BOY IS JEON JUNGKOOK.
Guess who's the girl... *smirk*





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