The end or the beginning ?

One

Carlie's POV:

"Ok girls lets call it a night. Abs , you can sleep wherever you want. Thank you so much for helping us." I said

"Oh.. Its okay. I think in two weeks this house will be perfect and you won't miss the old house. This one is huge!" She said

"It is. Its funny how a lot of things changed in the past three years. Who would've known we'd meet each other. Who would've known we will win a teen choice award. Its crazy!" Gabi said and we all agreed.

"Jarred is coming over tomorrow. He'll help me decorate my room." Sarah said as she walked to her room. Jarred and Sarah have been best friends for seven years. They are always together and you can always notice they are meant for each other but they are too scared to admit that they have feelings for each other. You can call it skinny love.

Stephanie's POV:

Abigail decided to sleep in my room. Abigail is 20. She is a year older than us. She is a stylist an lives nearby. She sleeps over at ours a lot. The six of us love her to death. She is funny and very kind. Abs doesn't have a favorite. She always has days where she sits with Selena, Sarah, Carlie , Leslie , Gabi and i.

We just moved to a bigger house yesterday and she came over to help us. We are all very thankful for having her in our life.

Sarah's POV:

I texted Jarred goodnight and turned off the lights. Tomorrow i am supposed to film a video but i don't know if i will have time for filming and i don't have any ideas for the video. We stopped choosing themes for the week 4 months ago and i am running out of ideas.

I unlocked my phone and tweeted ''tweet me some questions under the hashtag #askSarah and i'll answer them tomorrow on my ss video and also what do you think i should do for my main channel's video this sunday?"

Gabi's POV:

I put my iPod on shuffle and started unpacking my bags. I filled my wardrobe with my cute , short dresses and skirts. I am such a girly girl and i used to enjoy it but now i just don't. I think i need to change the way i look. I am sick of being the same girl i used to be since i was 13. I am 19 now and i have the same long black hair and same type of clothes. The problem is .. I am scared of letting go of the way i dress or the way i always look around people.

I am scared of how our fans will react and how the photographers and interviewers will think of me if i suddenly cut my hair, dyed it and wore plaids, jeans and converse and get rid of my skirts and dresses.

But i am up for a change and i am ready and i have to let go.

I see how much money i have got left this month. I am going shopping tomorrow.

Leslie's POV:

I sat in the garden and started watching some videos on Youtube. Youtubers make me happy and inspire me. All tho i am a famous Youtuber now but i still fangirl over people like Marcus Butler or Sawyer Hartman. I am also into beauty and fashion that means i like Bethany Mota , Arden Rose and Zoella. When i look back to the time i started spending more time at home , watching videos on Youtube and i started ditching my friends just to be there when Alfie Deyes uploads his new video. It brought me joy and for a moment i thought that maybe , just maybe i will become a Youtuber and people will notice me and start talking about me and i will become famous and maybe i'll meet my idols somewhere and i wouldn't be Leslie , the cheerleader , i would be Leslie Mirella , the famous Youtuber , nobody dislikes because i am funny and pretty.

I still remember the day i joined Sixth Sense and everyone was so welcoming even tho i was so nervous because there might be people who want Drew back and i was afraid they'd dislike me but look where i am now. I never ever imagined my life would turn out to be that fun. I always thought i will graduate and go to college then get married and get pregnant and sit at home all day and watch Teen Wolf season 15 or eat and get fat. I never thought i would be happy with my life but i actually am. I am living with my 5 best friends in a big house downtown and i could not be happier.

Selena's POV:

I call my boyfriend Dave and we talk for about a hour about us and how Youtube changed me and took me away from him. It hurts me to know that he thinks i forgot about him. He asks me for the one hundredth time if i am considering leaving the group and my answer is no for sure. I love the girls but sometimes its a bit too stressful. The fans are very supportive but sometimes very nosey and they forget that we are humans , too. We have feelings and we have days where we wanna be left alone. Sometimes i just want to disappear or maybe not be under the spotlight. Sometimes the attention is too much to handle. And to be honest sometimes i feel like i am forced to film a video but then i remember that that is what i've always dreamt of. I have always wanted this and if i leave everything behind my back and live a normal life , i know i'd be such a loser because i am just where i wanted to be.

But sometimes i am not quite sure if this is the right place for me.

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Heyy!

Sorry this chapter is lame but i swear i'll work harder and upload faster. This is the first chapter of the end or the beginning.

Selena and Sarah read the prologue and they said it was good. Nobody knows how happy i am about their lovely comments.

I love the girls so much. Please don't take what happens in this story personally because i love every single one of them and this is just a story. Its not real!

Thank you so much for understanding!